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One of my kids got a foster placement today, the girl we always talked about, and you're the only person I wanted to tell. I know us not talking anymore is for the best but fuck the last couple of days have been hard. I've spent almost every waking moment trying not to think about you because if I let go for even one second I don't know how I'll get back to ok.
I miss the life that I shared with you.
I don't feel like being alive today. I don't mean that in a morbid, suicidal way, I mean that in a someone please give me something to numb me way. Every waking moment hurts and I can't sleep.
I miss the life that I shared with you.
I don't feel like being alive today. I don't mean that in a morbid, suicidal way, I mean that in a someone please give me something to numb me way. Every waking moment hurts and I can't sleep.