BDC
I've been waiting here since 10:00AM for Randee to show up.
Did she? No.
She went into the main office to work instead of--
HOLY FUCK THE PRINTER JUST CAME ALIVE AND SCARED ME!!!
--coming into the business development center like I assumed she would.
Damn my assumptions.
So I'm the only person here in the building from 8AM-5PM. Great. Fan-fucking-tastic. I couldn't be more bored on a Saturday.
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I found out 2 fridays ago that I lost my academic scholarship to ATU. The one thing that was paying my way through school and making me run toward independence has finally but tugged and it has figuratively knocked me off my feet.
The contributing force in this change in my life was thanks to:
BIOL 3704: Human Physiology and Physiology Lab
Well, not the class itself; it was the professor that taught it. Yeah, I failed a class at mid-term. It's possible. Trust me, it's possible.
Now I'm introduced to the method of paying through college with loans. I haven't actually started taking out loans. Frankly, I don't know how to do that quite efficiently (if you can be efficient at taking out loans) and I have to set up an appointment with one of those financial aid-persons to help me out a little.
I finally know what it's like to be on my own.
I finally know what it's like to be cheated on by someone I loved.
I finally know what it's like to not care about what other people think in every aspect of my life.
I finally know what it's like to think about my 1st love and not feel like my heart is ripping
I finally know what it's like to wake up and face the day alone.. and be happy that I am.
Did she? No.
She went into the main office to work instead of--
HOLY FUCK THE PRINTER JUST CAME ALIVE AND SCARED ME!!!
--coming into the business development center like I assumed she would.
Damn my assumptions.
So I'm the only person here in the building from 8AM-5PM. Great. Fan-fucking-tastic. I couldn't be more bored on a Saturday.
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I found out 2 fridays ago that I lost my academic scholarship to ATU. The one thing that was paying my way through school and making me run toward independence has finally but tugged and it has figuratively knocked me off my feet.
The contributing force in this change in my life was thanks to:
BIOL 3704: Human Physiology and Physiology Lab
Well, not the class itself; it was the professor that taught it. Yeah, I failed a class at mid-term. It's possible. Trust me, it's possible.
Now I'm introduced to the method of paying through college with loans. I haven't actually started taking out loans. Frankly, I don't know how to do that quite efficiently (if you can be efficient at taking out loans) and I have to set up an appointment with one of those financial aid-persons to help me out a little.
I finally know what it's like to be on my own.
I finally know what it's like to be cheated on by someone I loved.
I finally know what it's like to not care about what other people think in every aspect of my life.
I finally know what it's like to think about my 1st love and not feel like my heart is ripping
I finally know what it's like to wake up and face the day alone.. and be happy that I am.