Summer Ends
The good:
My Ravvvvvv is amazing. I named her Tink. Big suprise, huh? Got stuff to wash her, got a cd holder for my visor, steering wheel cover, mats and Erin got me a mini garbage! I feel so good about it and I love her.
However...
The bad:
Having a car and a liscence finally has gotten me to a point of responsibility and adulthood I never really thought I'd get to. Of course I knew I would, but...well, you get me. I dont handle change, newness and life very well sometimes. And I think I've been having an extended anxiety attack. I wake up gagging and throwing up, and throughout the day I can barely eat food. This is NOT good. It's been a week now. I'm getting scared. I feel like I should be better at life by now. Ugh.
The weekday portion of my job is ending, so I must seek new.
Too much is resting on my ability to cope. And I dont know if I have it.
I'm so happy and so freaked out all at once, I cant deal.
Summer is ending. Boo. School in a frigging week. WTF!? Tell me where my Summer went please.
Anyway, I'm done being a whiny bitch. I just cant deal.
So...anyone who wants to take a peek at my sweet ride, let me know. ;)
My Ravvvvvv is amazing. I named her Tink. Big suprise, huh? Got stuff to wash her, got a cd holder for my visor, steering wheel cover, mats and Erin got me a mini garbage! I feel so good about it and I love her.
However...
The bad:
Having a car and a liscence finally has gotten me to a point of responsibility and adulthood I never really thought I'd get to. Of course I knew I would, but...well, you get me. I dont handle change, newness and life very well sometimes. And I think I've been having an extended anxiety attack. I wake up gagging and throwing up, and throughout the day I can barely eat food. This is NOT good. It's been a week now. I'm getting scared. I feel like I should be better at life by now. Ugh.
The weekday portion of my job is ending, so I must seek new.
Too much is resting on my ability to cope. And I dont know if I have it.
I'm so happy and so freaked out all at once, I cant deal.
Summer is ending. Boo. School in a frigging week. WTF!? Tell me where my Summer went please.
Anyway, I'm done being a whiny bitch. I just cant deal.
So...anyone who wants to take a peek at my sweet ride, let me know. ;)