They Heard I Was Good, They Wanna See If It's True
I'm never, ever on my actual computer anymore. Me and my Sidekick are going pretty steady.
Okay so...this past week and a half has probably been my worst in quite some time. Not to make another emo post, because I truly dislike making those, but nothing good happened, only excessively bad.
Got rearended, had a death close to me and all that involves (I cant even talk about it, I just cant) bad stuff at work and to top it off, I choked on yet another road test. I'm finally okay with speaking of it. I cant bother being embarassed. It's entirely my nerves, and I freeze up and want to puke. So I cant do anything, let alone anything competant.
Is it me or are all the inspectors really nasty? Like they completely make no effort to make you feel anything but nervous and lame. Maybe it's just me. But I kinda wish I puked all over the lady. She was a bitch, and she set me up by pulling that driveway parallel park. If I had not froze, yes, I would have been close enough to okay to pass. But the pressure of the driveway didnt help. Whatever. It happened, it sucked. I know I'm a pretty decent driver...I can handle myself so much better than when I was 17. Not like I'm the best, I still need more experience and to get better....but I'm really, really decent and perfectly competant as far as being able to pass. I just need to not choke. I rescheduled for a different location, and I'll see how it goes. I need this.
Basically though, things have looked up after the test day. I just need to calm down and let it be. Just do and pretend it's me, the road and some disembodied voice or something.
Kelly Clarkson was serrrrrriously amazingggggggggg!!! She makes my life. Seriously. Her talent goes so far beyond just the usual pop stuff...and I adore watching her and hearing her. The rain wasnt enough to take away from the performance.
Next up is Ashlee and Ashley this Sunday. Then Bon Jovi about a week later.
Music....yay!
I just need to be able to drive, then things like another job, a volunteer position and school would come together and make my life soooo much better and where it needs to be.
CLEANED MY ROOM!! Well...made a really good start. First time in 20 years. Be proud. =)
Ugh. I dont know why I bother with this thing. Who is out there anymore anyway? lol. It's just a release I guess.
Hope all is well for everyone out there.
<33333333 Summer.
Loves the Cassie
Okay so...this past week and a half has probably been my worst in quite some time. Not to make another emo post, because I truly dislike making those, but nothing good happened, only excessively bad.
Got rearended, had a death close to me and all that involves (I cant even talk about it, I just cant) bad stuff at work and to top it off, I choked on yet another road test. I'm finally okay with speaking of it. I cant bother being embarassed. It's entirely my nerves, and I freeze up and want to puke. So I cant do anything, let alone anything competant.
Is it me or are all the inspectors really nasty? Like they completely make no effort to make you feel anything but nervous and lame. Maybe it's just me. But I kinda wish I puked all over the lady. She was a bitch, and she set me up by pulling that driveway parallel park. If I had not froze, yes, I would have been close enough to okay to pass. But the pressure of the driveway didnt help. Whatever. It happened, it sucked. I know I'm a pretty decent driver...I can handle myself so much better than when I was 17. Not like I'm the best, I still need more experience and to get better....but I'm really, really decent and perfectly competant as far as being able to pass. I just need to not choke. I rescheduled for a different location, and I'll see how it goes. I need this.
Basically though, things have looked up after the test day. I just need to calm down and let it be. Just do and pretend it's me, the road and some disembodied voice or something.
Kelly Clarkson was serrrrrriously amazingggggggggg!!! She makes my life. Seriously. Her talent goes so far beyond just the usual pop stuff...and I adore watching her and hearing her. The rain wasnt enough to take away from the performance.
Next up is Ashlee and Ashley this Sunday. Then Bon Jovi about a week later.
Music....yay!
I just need to be able to drive, then things like another job, a volunteer position and school would come together and make my life soooo much better and where it needs to be.
CLEANED MY ROOM!! Well...made a really good start. First time in 20 years. Be proud. =)
Ugh. I dont know why I bother with this thing. Who is out there anymore anyway? lol. It's just a release I guess.
Hope all is well for everyone out there.
<33333333 Summer.
Loves the Cassie