you poor old sod, you see it's only me
I need to figure out how to raise money. Something on the side. I think I might.. oh, I don't know. It's unfortunate that I can't become a drug dealer or freelance mercenary or something interesting and profitable like that.
I sometimes miss the whole "drug" scene. The pot, the shrooms, the acid, the random bits. It stirred things up. I don't feel stirred. I know that I can't (or wouldn't) do those things anymore but.. I feel like I'm getting old. Nowadays I spend all week looking forward to grocery shopping on Saturday. Whooptie-shit.
I'm going to try writing again this weekend, and drawing. Maybe I will stick with it and make something of my time. I so need a vacation. If only I had the time from work and the money for it.
I sometimes miss the whole "drug" scene. The pot, the shrooms, the acid, the random bits. It stirred things up. I don't feel stirred. I know that I can't (or wouldn't) do those things anymore but.. I feel like I'm getting old. Nowadays I spend all week looking forward to grocery shopping on Saturday. Whooptie-shit.
I'm going to try writing again this weekend, and drawing. Maybe I will stick with it and make something of my time. I so need a vacation. If only I had the time from work and the money for it.