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Jul 02, 2005 22:42

I feel

Just earlier my brother was on the phone...with a girl
and I asked him about it and he got all happy and shy and
nervous. And for some reason it made me want to cry.
Because even though we had that huge awful mess in June, he's still
been here...and been here for me.

I hate how things can be
bittersweet. I'm so happy for him and so sad at the same
time.I'm so happy for Laura yet I can't even describe how awful
it makes me feel. I love hanging out with my friends and growing
up yet sometimes I feel like I'm growing apart and I don't fit in.

At least I have people who love
me. And I love them. And that's what matters.The
people who know and care. I love all of them.For all there
idiosyncrasies and faults and wonderful things.

This song makes me philosophical.

I'm gonna go read...or watch 24. Goodnight all.
love me.
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