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I never write in this thing any more. Maybe i because i was slightly happy at the time i have not been writting in it. Well that has all changed.
I want out. Out of conyers out of everything that i know. I thought i would miss people and everyone, but i have no desire to see a lot of people at this point, even some of my closes friends. I just want to get away, start over. Unfortuanately i can't go to my dads house until atleast the 4th of july. But conyers is not the place for me. I wish school started already so i can meet and greet and get over with it. I hate this...i am so tired of everything. My friends are driving me crazy. Everything that is going on i can't take any more. I want to leave everything. There is nothing keeping me here. I know i should have moved further away from home, but hopefully covington/oxford will be just enough change of setting to get me there. I am so emprty, it feels like no purpose at all for me right now. I don't know where i am at, but i have no desire to talk any person except for a select few.
I want someone to be there for me. Not a friend, someone who can hold me and just tell me everything is going to be alright. I never get that...and i want it. Just that will help me. Am i asking for too much?
I want out. Out of conyers out of everything that i know. I thought i would miss people and everyone, but i have no desire to see a lot of people at this point, even some of my closes friends. I just want to get away, start over. Unfortuanately i can't go to my dads house until atleast the 4th of july. But conyers is not the place for me. I wish school started already so i can meet and greet and get over with it. I hate this...i am so tired of everything. My friends are driving me crazy. Everything that is going on i can't take any more. I want to leave everything. There is nothing keeping me here. I know i should have moved further away from home, but hopefully covington/oxford will be just enough change of setting to get me there. I am so emprty, it feels like no purpose at all for me right now. I don't know where i am at, but i have no desire to talk any person except for a select few.
I want someone to be there for me. Not a friend, someone who can hold me and just tell me everything is going to be alright. I never get that...and i want it. Just that will help me. Am i asking for too much?