Memories of Tomorrow
Every time I go to blog these days it immediately goes to a place of nostalgia. I'm so tempted to start every post with "I used to this" or "remember when that"... I never feel excited to talk about things I'm doing, going to do, the future, etc.
Where did that go?
Frankly I've been running on empty for nearly 6 years now. I'm not blaming the girls, but it's the kids, and the job and the bills. I'm exhausted, I need time to tuck myself away in a room by myself and just exist.
I haven't recouped in forever.
I'm not even sure the last time I legitimately wrote anything was. Like fiction-wise.
This is as close as it gets to being creative these days, and I'm over it. hiding my thoughts away in this old dusty corner of the internet.