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So. New journal. Fresh start. I owe the new username to one Mssr. Sirius Black. HAR HAR and all that. Thanks, Padfoot.
Lily's still off somewhere in the far east, she's still not talking to me, and in the meantime I've moved back into Godric's Hollow by myself. I've spent the past few weeks making it look like a home again...it's rather lonely, living alone in a house meant for a family...but I suppose I deserve it. I don't know...I've been doing a lot of thinking and I'm just trying to put things back together, and it's like the pieces don't quite fit.
I've been having quite a bit of trouble sleeping recently. I keep having these awful nightmares that feel like bits of memories, but that don't make sense. Well...they sort-of make sense...more sense than a lot of what's been going on lately, which is frightening...but...I don't know. It's all very confusing.
Anyway. I don't know what I'm doing, rambling on like this. I just...I miss Lily.
There's a strange snowglobe on my bedside table, and I have no clue where it came from. I know I didn't put it there...
...I think I'm going crazy.
Edit: I think the snowglobe has a Waffle House in it. ...WTF.
Editx2: I drew a picture of the snowglobe...does it look familiar to anyone???
Lily's still off somewhere in the far east, she's still not talking to me, and in the meantime I've moved back into Godric's Hollow by myself. I've spent the past few weeks making it look like a home again...it's rather lonely, living alone in a house meant for a family...but I suppose I deserve it. I don't know...I've been doing a lot of thinking and I'm just trying to put things back together, and it's like the pieces don't quite fit.
I've been having quite a bit of trouble sleeping recently. I keep having these awful nightmares that feel like bits of memories, but that don't make sense. Well...they sort-of make sense...more sense than a lot of what's been going on lately, which is frightening...but...I don't know. It's all very confusing.
Anyway. I don't know what I'm doing, rambling on like this. I just...I miss Lily.
There's a strange snowglobe on my bedside table, and I have no clue where it came from. I know I didn't put it there...
...I think I'm going crazy.
Edit: I think the snowglobe has a Waffle House in it. ...WTF.
Editx2: I drew a picture of the snowglobe...does it look familiar to anyone???