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Does Peeves seem more gleeful than usual to anyone else?
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Right, bugger jinxing it, I can't stand this.
Lily and I are together. It's amazing, it's absolutely bloody fantastic. It's exactly what I'd wanted for ages. Except--and I can't believe I've actually got something to complain about when I'm spending half my free time snogging Lily lately--except it's not, I dunno. Perfect. It is, I mean, she is, and I keep thinking I'm going to wake up any second now. She's got this smile that I'd never seen before that's the most gorgeous thing in the whole world, and her hands are so soft, and it's not as though I've actually got anything to compare it to, but she's brilliant at kissing. Christ, and the way she said it wasn't pity, like that was the farthest thing from her mind? Unbelievable.
So yeah, it's perfect, except it's a secret, and that's driving me barmy. She says it's not because she's ashamed, and I believe her. Lily's not the kind of girl to give a fuck what anyone thinks, and I love her for that. I sort of get why she doesn't want to tell anyone yet, sort of. Something about wrapping her head around us being together (still sounds compeltely mad). And that's fine, I guess, I mean. She asked me not to tell, so I'm not telling. No way I'm going to fuck up and give her a reason to be angry with me after just a few days, not when she's finally giving me a chance, but how the hell does she expect me to keep it from my mates? All I wanted to do the other night when it happened was to go into the dorm yelling it to the rooftops, and now instead I think I'm scaring Wormtail by being all twitchy. This is driving me mad, and I hate keeping stuff from them, I never keep stuff from them. Especially Padfoot. Moony knows something's up. Figures he'd pick up on it.
I don't want t'do anything to brass Lily off. But this lying to my mates? This isn't on, and it's making me tetchy about things. Just--it's not on.
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Right, bugger jinxing it, I can't stand this.
Lily and I are together. It's amazing, it's absolutely bloody fantastic. It's exactly what I'd wanted for ages. Except--and I can't believe I've actually got something to complain about when I'm spending half my free time snogging Lily lately--except it's not, I dunno. Perfect. It is, I mean, she is, and I keep thinking I'm going to wake up any second now. She's got this smile that I'd never seen before that's the most gorgeous thing in the whole world, and her hands are so soft, and it's not as though I've actually got anything to compare it to, but she's brilliant at kissing. Christ, and the way she said it wasn't pity, like that was the farthest thing from her mind? Unbelievable.
So yeah, it's perfect, except it's a secret, and that's driving me barmy. She says it's not because she's ashamed, and I believe her. Lily's not the kind of girl to give a fuck what anyone thinks, and I love her for that. I sort of get why she doesn't want to tell anyone yet, sort of. Something about wrapping her head around us being together (still sounds compeltely mad). And that's fine, I guess, I mean. She asked me not to tell, so I'm not telling. No way I'm going to fuck up and give her a reason to be angry with me after just a few days, not when she's finally giving me a chance, but how the hell does she expect me to keep it from my mates? All I wanted to do the other night when it happened was to go into the dorm yelling it to the rooftops, and now instead I think I'm scaring Wormtail by being all twitchy. This is driving me mad, and I hate keeping stuff from them, I never keep stuff from them. Especially Padfoot. Moony knows something's up. Figures he'd pick up on it.
I don't want t'do anything to brass Lily off. But this lying to my mates? This isn't on, and it's making me tetchy about things. Just--it's not on.
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