nick is a meanie weanie! -berke<3
ok u guyz i am totally sick of nick. all he does is complain about how mean i am to him and i am not mean 2 him i just get really frustrated about nothing so i get all pissed off at him and he plays the sad thing on me and expects me to feel all bad 4 him. he is just so ugghhh... gosh. i mean i wish we were like we used to be. i used to love him no matter what and now i just pick all the bad things out. its just horrible. i dont hate him i'm just sick of him complaining and kate wont answer her phone and its just not fair cuz i wanna talk 2 her. ya well nick is just being a silly goose andi dont like it lol. gosh i miss the old nick but not really cuz thats kinda the nick i dont like now so its confusing. i mean i read kates little story thingy that she wrote about killing herself and i was like about 2 cry and nick was bein a dick nd being like thats gay. he gets me so annoyed sometimes. then he's like wtf i would never fit in with all ur friends cuz they're all gay. i was like about to shoot the phone cuz he pissed me off so bad. i was like i'm going bi. i totally support kate and her decision. i remember that 1 time that kate and me told travis we were going out secretly. he actually believed us. hehe. i love travis. he is my sexy beast. along with kenneth malcolm. i love that boy, my bestest best friend. lmao. well ya so i was about 2 shoot nick. he wuz like i dont really think gay ppl should have the right 2 get married and i go off on him and he's like wat i never said that gay ppl shuldnt get married. he is so simple minded sometimes. like he isnt even thinking. its just annoying. i probably sound like i hate everything about him but i dont just like half of it lol. nick is a meanie weanie really. he hates it when i talk like a kid. like when i say silly, meanie weanie, or when i say your so ugghh... he definately hates that. he also hates it when i tell him 2 b emo. he's like i'm not changing just cuz u tell me 2 and i'm like uhh.. ya u r. he gets mad a lot. kate isnt answering her phone again and nick hasnt called me so i'm alone.
ok 2day sucked again, except for the fact that i slept in until like noon. ahh ... sleep is so good. well i took a shower, ate a bagel, and ice cream, and then said i wuz fat, and then played the sims. kelly and mikey bob have 5 kids. its so cute. i didnt get 2 c bestest best friend 2day so i wuz sad. then nick complained some more but wats new. then i watched golden girls and my dad wuz like wtf. gosh. i wuz like i wanna b like them. lmao. me and leena r going boy friend shopping. well i told her 2 find me an emo friend. i only have 1 emo friend down here. gosh i'm all alone. i wanna go 2 the mall. i havent gone in like 2weeks or somethin. i'm going 2 die lol. well grr.. i dont really have ne thing left 2 say. ok luv u guyz.
-berke
ok 2day sucked again, except for the fact that i slept in until like noon. ahh ... sleep is so good. well i took a shower, ate a bagel, and ice cream, and then said i wuz fat, and then played the sims. kelly and mikey bob have 5 kids. its so cute. i didnt get 2 c bestest best friend 2day so i wuz sad. then nick complained some more but wats new. then i watched golden girls and my dad wuz like wtf. gosh. i wuz like i wanna b like them. lmao. me and leena r going boy friend shopping. well i told her 2 find me an emo friend. i only have 1 emo friend down here. gosh i'm all alone. i wanna go 2 the mall. i havent gone in like 2weeks or somethin. i'm going 2 die lol. well grr.. i dont really have ne thing left 2 say. ok luv u guyz.
-berke