because everyday's a good day.
went to UTSA this weekend. It's not as beautiful as OSU, I dont think any university is. but i like it. Therefore, UTSA is where i will be attending in august.
went there with the parents and my aunt. since shes giving my loads of tuition money, my parents felt it was only right for her to accompany us. her company wasnt bad,until we got to our house in Rockport.
first off, on our way to rockport from SA, we had a 3 hour detour, meaning what would have taken us 2 hrs, ended up being 4.5 hrs. during the journy,my aunt gave me a guilt trip about not doing things right in my life. something about not being the great little C.J. that i used to be. i guess she means disciplined? ::shrug::
the next day was relaxing. me and the parents took our boat and went fishing. first stop was the bay by key allegro, then to aransas pass, then to port aransas,where i went surfing for a good hour or so. fishing lasted a good 7 or 8 hours.dolphins swam near the boat for 3 hrs or so. it was cool.
man, have you ever seen a mexican red? this is the first sunburn for me. some guy at the boat storage thought i was greek or something. he says my olive tan and features make me look like a model from europe( a model from like 10 yrs ago).i thought i just got dark as hell. oh well, it made me smile for a few seconds.
anywho,that night we had a few of my aunts guest over for dinner. evidently they were important because she made me dress up for dinner. and by dressing up, i mean, wearing a dress, high heals and doing my makeup. for those of you who dont know, i wear boxer shorts and a baby tee to dinner. ok? pft. dress up for these ppl. ::shakes fist:: they thought i was 12yrs old anyways. it took me 30 min. to convice them i was old enough to vote.
while at dinner, my aunt got shitfaced on wine. she already speaks her mind when she's sober; even more "swolle- tounged" when alcohol consumes her. she humilated me in front of my parents and our 3 dinner guest. she has already made it clear if i ever get a tattoo in her lifetime she will write me out of her will. if u dont know which aunt im talking about,its the aunt that is leaving me more then $50,000 in jewelry and real estate alone, not including cash and whatever else there is. back to the story...
so,my aunt rambles on about my piercings.Now, the guest are intrigued with my 9 piercings, my interest in politics (the small interest that i have) and history. they think that my knowlege and interest in culture and psychology is impressing for being an 18 yr old in "these times" as they put it.but my aunt is disgusted by the "holes" and "self mutilation" that i have evidently done to myself. hm. --they are only PIERCINGS!!!-- she begins to raise her voice about how dissapointed she is in me, how i used to be such a pretty little girl who followed all the rules. (does this mean that im a bad person now?) then, she goes on about how she is writing me out of the will if i get anymore piercings. fuck it. i dont need ur money. no one asked u to pay for my college or to leave me jewelry i dont need(oh,she likes to throw it in my face the value its worth. who gives a damn if its valued at almost 100 grand?) i dont need it that bad.
if something urks me the most, its when ppl threaten me with money. if u want to leave something to someone, give it to them because u want to, not to use as a guilt trip or weapon.
whatever.
it was overall a nice trip except for the humiliation i went through.
im back in the real world now; no more being a beach bum.
school tomorrow.5 more school days(not including mon.&tues. finals)
sorry about the long entry. its been a while since ive updated.this makes up for it? due to the laziness that consumes me, there are errors in this entry. who cares.??
<3 -me-
went there with the parents and my aunt. since shes giving my loads of tuition money, my parents felt it was only right for her to accompany us. her company wasnt bad,until we got to our house in Rockport.
first off, on our way to rockport from SA, we had a 3 hour detour, meaning what would have taken us 2 hrs, ended up being 4.5 hrs. during the journy,my aunt gave me a guilt trip about not doing things right in my life. something about not being the great little C.J. that i used to be. i guess she means disciplined? ::shrug::
the next day was relaxing. me and the parents took our boat and went fishing. first stop was the bay by key allegro, then to aransas pass, then to port aransas,where i went surfing for a good hour or so. fishing lasted a good 7 or 8 hours.dolphins swam near the boat for 3 hrs or so. it was cool.
man, have you ever seen a mexican red? this is the first sunburn for me. some guy at the boat storage thought i was greek or something. he says my olive tan and features make me look like a model from europe( a model from like 10 yrs ago).i thought i just got dark as hell. oh well, it made me smile for a few seconds.
anywho,that night we had a few of my aunts guest over for dinner. evidently they were important because she made me dress up for dinner. and by dressing up, i mean, wearing a dress, high heals and doing my makeup. for those of you who dont know, i wear boxer shorts and a baby tee to dinner. ok? pft. dress up for these ppl. ::shakes fist:: they thought i was 12yrs old anyways. it took me 30 min. to convice them i was old enough to vote.
while at dinner, my aunt got shitfaced on wine. she already speaks her mind when she's sober; even more "swolle- tounged" when alcohol consumes her. she humilated me in front of my parents and our 3 dinner guest. she has already made it clear if i ever get a tattoo in her lifetime she will write me out of her will. if u dont know which aunt im talking about,its the aunt that is leaving me more then $50,000 in jewelry and real estate alone, not including cash and whatever else there is. back to the story...
so,my aunt rambles on about my piercings.Now, the guest are intrigued with my 9 piercings, my interest in politics (the small interest that i have) and history. they think that my knowlege and interest in culture and psychology is impressing for being an 18 yr old in "these times" as they put it.but my aunt is disgusted by the "holes" and "self mutilation" that i have evidently done to myself. hm. --they are only PIERCINGS!!!-- she begins to raise her voice about how dissapointed she is in me, how i used to be such a pretty little girl who followed all the rules. (does this mean that im a bad person now?) then, she goes on about how she is writing me out of the will if i get anymore piercings. fuck it. i dont need ur money. no one asked u to pay for my college or to leave me jewelry i dont need(oh,she likes to throw it in my face the value its worth. who gives a damn if its valued at almost 100 grand?) i dont need it that bad.
if something urks me the most, its when ppl threaten me with money. if u want to leave something to someone, give it to them because u want to, not to use as a guilt trip or weapon.
whatever.
it was overall a nice trip except for the humiliation i went through.
im back in the real world now; no more being a beach bum.
school tomorrow.5 more school days(not including mon.&tues. finals)
sorry about the long entry. its been a while since ive updated.this makes up for it? due to the laziness that consumes me, there are errors in this entry. who cares.??
<3 -me-