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I'm not sure who still uses this thing, i guess myspace has overrun everyone's lives.
but i just wanted to vent a little bit, without the whole world reading- just the old schoolers.
so yeah- leave it to me:
i got my car repoed. since i moved to idaho and couldnt find a job for two months, i couldnt pay my car payment. and not only does it suck having your car taken away, now i have to pay for it still. theyre going to sell it at auction and whatever they sell it for, compared to what i owe- is what i have to pay.
AND i have to find some dumbass to let me buy a car from them- because how in the hell are you supposed to go to work without a car? and how can you pay for anything without a job?
oh man.
and not only that, i have someone PESTERING ME about my life every single day.
yeah, i've been a hoe in the past- is it so goddamn hard to believe that im not being a slut here in idaho?
everyone knows that i dont have girl friends. i hate girls. there are only a select few that i can get along with. so why doesnt it make sense that the only people i hang out with here in idaho are guys??????
i have A MILLION guy friends here.
and, as a matter of fact, i love hanging out with them. and i hang out with them all the time. and im going to hang out with them all the time.
deal with it.
but why should i have to go on proving myself all the time? if you think im being a slut- FINE. think it. i dont give a fuck anymore. im going to do what i want, when i want. and if i dont do anything at all, thats MY business. not yours. think whatever the fuck you want to.
im tired of someone trying to give me a goddamn guilt trip everytime the phone rings.
IM AN ADULT.
i do what i want, when i want.
and im sorry im not thinking about getting married, having kids, or any of that. im not ready for it. i dont want to be in a long-term relationship right now- and ESPECIALLY not a long-distance long-term relationship, which everyone knows- DOESNT WORK.
so im saving us both the hassle.
and its hard to have feelings for someone that
1) you dont EVER see
2) gives you a hard time everytime you talk on the phone
3) basically calls you a slut all the time
and 4) can be a total selfish asshole.
so, think what you want about me.
i dont value your friendship anymore- seeing as how i dont even know who you are.
youve turned into a monster.
other than that, im having A BALL here in idaho. snowboarding season is coming up, and i plan to be on the slopes every second im not at work. every single weekend i go on a photo expedition- kyle has a really super nice camera he lets me borrow whenever i want, so now i actually have a hobby. hopefully, after i get my finances settled, i'll be able to get back into school and take some photography classes.
its almost snowing here, which i missed like hell, and i have a little trip up to the university of idaho here in a couple months to visit my long lost sister. i leave for texas in two weeks to visit my familia- and all in all, im happy.
but i just wanted to vent a little bit, without the whole world reading- just the old schoolers.
so yeah- leave it to me:
i got my car repoed. since i moved to idaho and couldnt find a job for two months, i couldnt pay my car payment. and not only does it suck having your car taken away, now i have to pay for it still. theyre going to sell it at auction and whatever they sell it for, compared to what i owe- is what i have to pay.
AND i have to find some dumbass to let me buy a car from them- because how in the hell are you supposed to go to work without a car? and how can you pay for anything without a job?
oh man.
and not only that, i have someone PESTERING ME about my life every single day.
yeah, i've been a hoe in the past- is it so goddamn hard to believe that im not being a slut here in idaho?
everyone knows that i dont have girl friends. i hate girls. there are only a select few that i can get along with. so why doesnt it make sense that the only people i hang out with here in idaho are guys??????
i have A MILLION guy friends here.
and, as a matter of fact, i love hanging out with them. and i hang out with them all the time. and im going to hang out with them all the time.
deal with it.
but why should i have to go on proving myself all the time? if you think im being a slut- FINE. think it. i dont give a fuck anymore. im going to do what i want, when i want. and if i dont do anything at all, thats MY business. not yours. think whatever the fuck you want to.
im tired of someone trying to give me a goddamn guilt trip everytime the phone rings.
IM AN ADULT.
i do what i want, when i want.
and im sorry im not thinking about getting married, having kids, or any of that. im not ready for it. i dont want to be in a long-term relationship right now- and ESPECIALLY not a long-distance long-term relationship, which everyone knows- DOESNT WORK.
so im saving us both the hassle.
and its hard to have feelings for someone that
1) you dont EVER see
2) gives you a hard time everytime you talk on the phone
3) basically calls you a slut all the time
and 4) can be a total selfish asshole.
so, think what you want about me.
i dont value your friendship anymore- seeing as how i dont even know who you are.
youve turned into a monster.
other than that, im having A BALL here in idaho. snowboarding season is coming up, and i plan to be on the slopes every second im not at work. every single weekend i go on a photo expedition- kyle has a really super nice camera he lets me borrow whenever i want, so now i actually have a hobby. hopefully, after i get my finances settled, i'll be able to get back into school and take some photography classes.
its almost snowing here, which i missed like hell, and i have a little trip up to the university of idaho here in a couple months to visit my long lost sister. i leave for texas in two weeks to visit my familia- and all in all, im happy.