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im @ heathers and she is cutting courts hair soon she will be cutting mine..i need something new something choppy smopething cute..im sick my my hair i need change in my life i just need to get over all of this my mom took me shopping today im def. going on a diet so i can lose weight for prom cause i tried on some dresses lol and yeah..no need to say ne more and she got me some gouchos and a cute shirt and 2 pairs of shoes and a neclace and my phone is broken the part that charges my phone is gone so i have to get a new phone..BUMMER!!! watever i cried about it and didnt get my way so watever i think my mom is gonnag et me one for my birthday but im not sure..well there goes my ipod but watever...umm.i cried a lot today....and....i got pity clothes lol..im just execited to get my hair cut...welllll.....ii ggguueeessss iiimm ooooouuuttttyyyy.......
quick thought: i wanna be emo/prep/punk...i want cute hair i want cute clothes..i have a job..i start in may...i can mnake money and save for a car and then get cute clothes and meet new boyz and be happy again..no more crying and no more wanting to hurt myself...my new thing is..biting my hand when i get upset..its pretty wierd..these pills make me crazy...im very violent and i just wanna punch people in the face like stupid sluts @ our school...and stupid boyz and stupid teachers and stupid lezbiand i hate it..i actually hate NM and i hate i duno i just hate a lot of things..these pills better make me feel better or else im gonna be put in jail for beating the shit outa someone.....
im out now i gotta goi get my hurrr done
<3
Jess
quick thought: i wanna be emo/prep/punk...i want cute hair i want cute clothes..i have a job..i start in may...i can mnake money and save for a car and then get cute clothes and meet new boyz and be happy again..no more crying and no more wanting to hurt myself...my new thing is..biting my hand when i get upset..its pretty wierd..these pills make me crazy...im very violent and i just wanna punch people in the face like stupid sluts @ our school...and stupid boyz and stupid teachers and stupid lezbiand i hate it..i actually hate NM and i hate i duno i just hate a lot of things..these pills better make me feel better or else im gonna be put in jail for beating the shit outa someone.....
im out now i gotta goi get my hurrr done
<3
Jess