Mar 10, 2005 15:00
So I just got to thinking...
about the possibilities of sunday. and about music. and about me. My roommate was just listening to "Breathe"...for some unknown reason my favorite michelle branch song of all time. When I listen to that song, everything is okay, and everything falls into perspective. It doesn't matter what she is singing about... it just matters what it does to me.
So that got me thinking...when did I fall in love with music? I mean... everyone loves it. But when did I becomes so smitten with it that it overtook my being and became my purpose? I can honestly say I don't remember a time when it wasn't this way. That makes me happy...
Then... what if sunday is what I am hoping it is. What if it is the biggest day of my life. What if i do spark an interest to someone. That would just be unbelievable. People keep asking me if I'm nervous. I know I'm SUPPOSED to be nervous. But I'm really not. I mean Im sure i will be saturday night... but the way i look at it is i have the chance to play the Hard Rock, and record labels by chance are their. If they don't like me...thats fine. Scott does... and he's producing me and going to get me to somebody who wants to sign me...if they do like me... well then the world is just right isn't it?
I'm meant for this...I can feel it. I feel the power in my songs...I don't just think they're "ok"... i think when they are constructed correctly they are exceptional songs. And not just songs... You can't give Leann Rhimes "September" to sing and have her sing it with the same meaning I'll sing it with, that will never happen. I'm just so excited about the possibilities that are laid out in front of me.
This could be the beginning of it all... and all of you who are coming, thank you SO much. :)
im gonna go pack for tomorrow... i can't wait to get out of here