Mar 25, 2005 21:13
nick came over at like 11, and told me he had a surprise outside for me...so i went outside, and brandon falconi was standing on the walkway. my ex-boyfriend... my only serious relationship ever(8 months) before nick. he also just happens to be nick's best friend. we talked alone for a long time, and it was so...surreal. i remember every detail, every word because it was so...subtly dramatic. it was such a turning point in our friendship, cause i told him about chris (left out the sex part though) so i guess thats a step in the right direction. the end of our talk was so...tragic. heh.
brandon: well i'm gonna go before we both start crying. -kissed me on the forehead-
me: -whispered- two broken hearts, one goodbye kiss.
brandon: yeah. looks like. -got in his car and drove away-
i have a sinking feeling in my stomach that he hates me now...not that i blame him. thank god all he knows about me and his brother is that brad liked me. i think it would kill him if i had told him that much...
"omission is betrayal"