hey, give me space so I can breathe
hiii journal
I know it's been months but
you have to know about my life
I'm completely over Juan.
for the first time in 5 years I do not waste my time swooning and wishing I had that one special person... Not that I don't still love Juan because I do, all that we've been through but I just. Don't care anymore, not in a typical sense but it feels good to not care, and to just be a bystander of his life and not have to be involved.. or make myself so involved. It's a freedom I've been missing out on for quite some time and it's good to have it back. Now I can focus on myself and just keep livin this oh so healthy lifestyle i've got goin' on.
Sophia is still in Cape Cod and I've never missed her this much. I want to go up there, I definitely know I'll visit her this summer but it's oh so far away.
Speaking of next summer! I'm seriously considering a move to Tampa!
Caitlin was accepted into USF and I guess I'll apply for funzies but, at the very likely chance that I don't get in, there are community colleges everywhere so it's alll goooddd. I really need to move out, who better to move out with than her, really, come on... and I love my parents but it's time for this baby bird to leave the nest.. getting anxious.
Rachel's dating Tre.<3
the end!
I know it's been months but
you have to know about my life
I'm completely over Juan.
for the first time in 5 years I do not waste my time swooning and wishing I had that one special person... Not that I don't still love Juan because I do, all that we've been through but I just. Don't care anymore, not in a typical sense but it feels good to not care, and to just be a bystander of his life and not have to be involved.. or make myself so involved. It's a freedom I've been missing out on for quite some time and it's good to have it back. Now I can focus on myself and just keep livin this oh so healthy lifestyle i've got goin' on.
Sophia is still in Cape Cod and I've never missed her this much. I want to go up there, I definitely know I'll visit her this summer but it's oh so far away.
Speaking of next summer! I'm seriously considering a move to Tampa!
Caitlin was accepted into USF and I guess I'll apply for funzies but, at the very likely chance that I don't get in, there are community colleges everywhere so it's alll goooddd. I really need to move out, who better to move out with than her, really, come on... and I love my parents but it's time for this baby bird to leave the nest.. getting anxious.
Rachel's dating Tre.<3
the end!