watching the snow fall...its always beautiful...
i just spent like and hour reading everyones LJ and now its is my turn...weeeeeeee.... nothing really excting has happened scince(sp?) saturday when NICK BLEW ME OFF for his GF grrrrr...yeah so I had my other friend come over and we watched movies and because I am such a stupid person we were outside comming home from her house and i had is SEARCH for a WOODPECKER in the trees for like an hour but I wanted to see how big it was...then late at night we watched ALADIN...A REAL HOT MOVIE!! then we got up and went SLEDDING! so much fun and come to find out there was no woodpecker I was just the sound of the tree moving because I was cold and old so it was the Woodpecker sound...then that night I got into a fight wit my parents..anywho..
nothing happend monday such a boring day and I mean BORING...then yesterday was interesting lunch was fun and my brother came home with kelly but he was pissed off so he didnt talk to me about lessons and it was soooooooo mean...and i skipped well technically not go because there was nothing for me to do REherSAL...and i went to Tech, the first time in a month and then i went back for JAzz, and now I am sore becuase I havent worked out like that in a month HAHA....
and I am so damn sick...my eyes are watering I swear I have sneezed like 39530470349753 times and all the other symptoms that come with being sick..
I AM MAKING VALENTINES FOR VALENTINES DAY!!!!! WOOOOOOOOTTT and i will actually make them unlike when I never said that i was going to make hats for xmas...they will COMEE!!!
just to let everyone know... ITS SNOWING ITS SNOWING OMG ITS SNOWING I LIKE THE SNOW!
-poem time the whole point of this-
A promise
A heart
A love
With booze
Kisses
And hugs
Until one
Is forced to lose
A fight
A hit
Just a little of blood
Some words
Some yells
Until shes unloved
A plead
A Slam
As he walks out the door
She screams
She cries
Till their love is no more
A Cut
A gasp
A little less air
Its just to bad
He didnt care
Will you asure me this promise you'll keep
While I lay my head down to sleep?
When I awake will you still be here?
To protect me from the things i fear
Grasp my hand and hold it tight
Lead me through the dark at night
Catch me if I slip and fall
Answer me if its your name I call
It must be like Im asking alot
Feeling like your heart I caught
But when we stayed up past 12 together
You wispered to me "Ill love you forever"
Now I know that your the one
Never to leave, or go and come
You'll always be here to stay with me and my heart
Be together with me and Never tear me apart...
Again just put that glow back in my eyes
And sit together watch the sun rise
Its like theres something about you
In this underground story of love
For all my feelings to come true
I know that you've made me hurt before
But theres nothing other than your heart I want more
All clouds have risen
Over the burning sky
We feel the wind blowing by
Do you know what its like?To be the only one to hurt for someone
None of this is okay
But for some reason, your hurt makes my day
I dont want you to know
Why the pain tends to build
But Im not afraid to break myself
Just for you to be happy
Oh just put the glow back in my eyes
To take away the wondering cries
Of one but burned soul
And once again make it whole...
much love....
<3 LINDS