Dec 01, 2006 17:22
so, today I paid a visit to the old slobc. and it was fun at first, I got a claddagh ring...and that made me very happy. I saw old friends and that was wonderful. what made me sad is hearing rumors about people that I thought were my friends... people stabbing me in the back, and hiding things form me..and not telling me the truth about situations. it's hurtfull and makes me sad. I think if people were honest with me I wouldnt be as hurt. I don't know it's just sad for me..oh poor Lou..I feel like I'm whining too much. I know things definately could be A LOT worse..and this means that nothing was ment to happen.. I'm trying not to be passive aggressive or say things that I'm going to regret, for once trying to be the bigger person, and it is hard. AHHH! I'll pray for the strengh to be the bigger person.