3:30 in the arfternoon
haven't been here for a while, been pretty busy. just need to rant and rave about a few things. i am on a bit of a high but not. i have been seeing a personal trainer for about 4 weeks now and i have lost 12 pounds!!! super excited, but i can't eat what i want. normally the things that i have been sneaking are not what i crave. but i think since i can't have them.......i WANT them. i feel like a fiend! i hide in the pantry so my husband, rich, won't tell me anything. (wow that sounds bad) but anyways now i am injured and i can't workout like i need to. i have something called costochondritis, which means i can't do anything strenuous. sucks!!! so that is what happened this week.
...............we've been going snorkeling too. it's pretty awesome!! i have to say i had reservations about coming to okinawa. but now that i am here i think i could live here forever. the only thing that keeps me wanting to go back to the states is my family. i miss them so much! it is just so different. over here i don't have to deal with the ignorance of americans on a daily basis. i mean when i am on base it is the same. robots all around with the same opinion. when will we all realize we are pawns in this life and the government is playing us. it pisses me off!! but being off base is a different story. of course i come across the locals that don't like americans, but i don't blame them. i wouldn't like us either!
........................ i need a hug! when will someone come and visit us? (you know who i am talking to) i don't know. just when i get into a routine something always happens.....oh well such is life!
i'm sorry if i ramble...........
...............we've been going snorkeling too. it's pretty awesome!! i have to say i had reservations about coming to okinawa. but now that i am here i think i could live here forever. the only thing that keeps me wanting to go back to the states is my family. i miss them so much! it is just so different. over here i don't have to deal with the ignorance of americans on a daily basis. i mean when i am on base it is the same. robots all around with the same opinion. when will we all realize we are pawns in this life and the government is playing us. it pisses me off!! but being off base is a different story. of course i come across the locals that don't like americans, but i don't blame them. i wouldn't like us either!
........................ i need a hug! when will someone come and visit us? (you know who i am talking to) i don't know. just when i get into a routine something always happens.....oh well such is life!
i'm sorry if i ramble...........