Everything has been Changed...
Alot has been going on and has been changed. I got to do this because my easy ways out weren't helping anymore. I almost lost total control of myself! I don't know if you guys know what happened but I just needed to be by myself...I couldn't handle anything anymore...so I left and disappeared for awhile. It was kinda scary being by myself but I thought about alot. I went to you know who for help and he pushed me away!! YEAH, He left me even more alone. I went for some help because I thought you cared about me? I at least thought that you could do something except just ask me questions and tell me to leave oh and why because your girlfriend was going over!!!!!!!! (ouch) I left totally was even more lost you had a girlfriend huh this whole time?! I DON'T KNOW WHY I WAS EVEN MESSING WITH YOU! I called you later and you know that "bye" it was forever no-more I don't want you in my new life I'm going to try and have Now. I'm young and might not be able to be wtih you right now but you told me to wait and if you can't wait right now then I won't either! Why can't you just tell the truth? Why is it so hard for you? If you really knew what I know bout you, you'd be surprised and wouldn't be able to look me in my eyes! anyways I don't want to see you anymore, talk to you at all, you just all of a sudden started lying to me, and you know what I'm not going to put up with it no-more. I wasted already enough of my time with you!
I want to finish this off with saying how much I love Cassy, Brisa, Josh, Sabrina, and Andrew sooo much! You don't know who really cares about you till they go out and help your family plus show what it is to be a friend! I don't know what I'm going to do to give you my thanks and all the SORRY'S I owe you! I'm thankfull for all you guys and so glad to have you in my life! Thanks to everyone who called me and was there!! Everything is going to get better and because of the people I'm going to choose to have in my new life!
This is the end of
promise_kiss72 it was about you but I don't even know who you are anymore!
p.s. still comment on this, comment if you want to be added to my new lj, and thanks for everything all my friends have ever done for me even just a "hi" put a smile on my face!
~anyone wanna give me some ideas for my new lj? don't have a name yet?~