The Worst of ALL Worst!
Today, I woke up at 4 in the morning from excruciating pain on my knee and then I started thinking of "you know who"! Once I think of him it takes awhile to stop. I was wide awake, getting ready to go to school everything was going okay, my mom was taking me to school, I bought a Q-Taco, and got to school to start the worst day of my life!! Totally went wrong from there and what little did I know everything was going wrong with <3. It was a boring day with evil subs in almost all my classes except for Mr. Davis in Chemistry...well...my friends were being cool making me laugh but that little something was missing! I was bored of taking notes, being in the worst 2nd. period class of English, and tired did I mention FRUSTRATED(alot)! Then comes lunch ash nowhere to be found? What they were serving was vamitor! Yeah, I had money waited for ever to have 3 hot wings got them ate with David bell rang didn't get to enjoy them, got thirsty and then machine EATS my Dollar! Had change but not enough! LORD!!!! No therapy have to ride the bus got off early at Gloria's and I call <3 to say "hay", then I knew that April 25 was the worst of all. He had a heart incident I really don't know what? Not a heartattack but bad that he was in the hospital in the morning till who knows? But can you just imagine me wanting to go home, having a bad day, and calling him to hear he almost died! I could've cried but nothing came out (I guess I was in shock) until I really thought of everything and what I heard...I got home teared;( everything went wrong today(EVERYTHING) I just wish I could've been there for him and I think why was it like this to me today? Thinking here about everything with him and me I would've died myself if he would not been here! It's scary but I think what would I do with out YOU! It made me realize alot...it's weird to because Kendra did this card game and told me alot. Maybe we should not wait so long because it's an opportunity I want and don't ever want to regret missing out! Things are changing and so quickly. I know what I need to do and I don't want to lose you! My day terrible, crazy, and you not being there would kill me!
How can I just Be friends with u when everytime I see u I want u even More?