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i just looked back at old photos and now my insides are broiling. i feel betrayed. god knows i have done my fair share of hurting people, but jesus. i want to know why, and when. and where was i? and why didn't i have any inclination? fuck. i am so mad at you. i am so mad at myself. two years. two fucking years. it should have ended a long time ago. i could have saved so much time.