If I could...

[promiethies]

If I could do the thing's that my ex would have needed me to, I would have. I still wish I could. To tell you the trueth, what she asked of me, isn't much...she wanted a friend. I think that my problem is that I worry to much about someone who I can't help...And she seem's to think an aweful lot...BECAUSE OF THE CAREING PEOPLE AROUND ME...that I don't care about her, and never did. Well...I think everyone hear will keep there mouth shut and respect what I have to say. I...with no chioce in the matter...will ALWAYS...wheather she like's the way I do it or not...love and care about her. I have no chioce in the matter, because that is how I feel. Pj, knowing this I understand why you hate her...but in the end, we have ALL been misunderstould in are live's...so is she. I may not have agreed with the way she live's her life...but that doesn't mean she is in anyway wrong about how she live's it. unfortunatly...as to the controlling my emotion's part...the only one at fault...if anyone...is myself in the letting of it. That being said, I would like everyone to refrain from any bad remark's and try to get to know her for who she is to me, and except the fact that she will be in my life wheather she or any of you like's it or not.;-)
I love you all...