Nov 14, 2005 20:02
I've become one with the void
a shadow of one's self
fading into the dark
with a dusting of white
an ironic clarity
of what life should be
kaotic order
a release of realisim
a contained emotion
chemical fighting chemical
like a religious war fought alone
a fork in the road ahead
which route should I take?
rightiosly damned
Or holiness hell
time will tell nothing
Leading to the same conclution.
That...was how I felt on coke. To this very day, I will alway's want it. But to quite it, you need to understand that it is ment to be addictive. The feeling itself, is what make's it so. It's the ultimate social drug. Even the quietist person, can have alot to say. It's feeling of well being, give's the user confidence and the feeling like you need nothing...or in my case...no one else. If I still did it...I'd be no more by now...because it WAS my confedence, and my only reason for working. I would have spent all the money I put into this computer, on that. If you don't understand it's complete power...it WILL destroy you.