Weekend, to work.
As I stare at this screen, I've come to wonder why it's the first thing I do after a day's work. I am completely different at work than I am out of it. At work, I become the ultimate mean man.:-) I have to be...it's kinda hard. I have to stand up to bossess and co-worker's that 'I' boss on a daily basis, just so I can get a job done that I can be proud of. I like my job...alway's have. I love to work with my hand's to create something that people look at and say "good job" or "wow". Which surprisingly, I do get. I'm good at what I do. I've been doing it for over four year's now. I can use any tool that's handed to me, and in second's of using it become a master at it. It's true! I was alway's like that since I was born. I had a little woodshop thingy when I was what...five years old? And I made little bird houses and jewlery boxes and anything my imagination could come up with. And one thing that my job and life itself have alot in commen with is...You make do with what you have.
Sometime's I'll have to take down a cieling with a hammer instead of a sledge...or pry something off of a wall with a screwdriver instead of a crowbar. What ever get's the job done faster or more convieniently. I've come a long way with that thought in my head...
The problem with my job though is that I can't go to school because of it. In the industery I'm in, the hour's can be morning to night's. I never know what's going to happen because they can switch me whenever they feel like it. Which mean's I would need to go during the weekend's. I hate that. I need to be social. I'll go LOONY if I don't. I'm a very lonely person dispite the people I have to keep me from being so. All I really have is my cat.;-) And after living with someone for three year's, well surfice it to say this is taking some getting used to. Maybe when I have that kick in the ass that a sweet woman can give me will I go...MAYBE. But it would only be because 'I' think I should. And I say that after the year's of being called stupid.:-) I don't think ANYONE is stupid,ok? Everyone is smart about something, or is good with thing's that an EDUCATED person isn't. I can't tell you how many time's I've seen someone with a collage degree has called me stupid, and not have enuff brain capassity to use common sense. And I know I'm not the smartest person, I look at this entry and just know that I've probably miss spelled alot of stuff.(That one is for you, sweet darrk one;-)) But if you think about it...even she know's...I'm not stupid.
I've known her for year's and I know she's seen me at my worst in life. And she work's VERY hard at school and work, and just about everything in her life wasn't easy. And it's been a pleasure knowing her and being apart of her life for so so long. She's one of my oldest friend's, and I'm glad she still consideres me one through all the thing's I've done in my life. I probably won't hear from her for another fucken month,lol....but I know she is VERY bizzy doing the thing's that she need's to do for a goal that she's strived for. (The next beer's for you.)She has alway's been a good person to me, and I would like to thank her for that.oh...and TRENT RULE!!!
Anyway, that's enuff with the head inflater for you.:-) It's time to go to my work classess...got to make that next big raise.;-)
Till tomarrow
Sometime's I'll have to take down a cieling with a hammer instead of a sledge...or pry something off of a wall with a screwdriver instead of a crowbar. What ever get's the job done faster or more convieniently. I've come a long way with that thought in my head...
The problem with my job though is that I can't go to school because of it. In the industery I'm in, the hour's can be morning to night's. I never know what's going to happen because they can switch me whenever they feel like it. Which mean's I would need to go during the weekend's. I hate that. I need to be social. I'll go LOONY if I don't. I'm a very lonely person dispite the people I have to keep me from being so. All I really have is my cat.;-) And after living with someone for three year's, well surfice it to say this is taking some getting used to. Maybe when I have that kick in the ass that a sweet woman can give me will I go...MAYBE. But it would only be because 'I' think I should. And I say that after the year's of being called stupid.:-) I don't think ANYONE is stupid,ok? Everyone is smart about something, or is good with thing's that an EDUCATED person isn't. I can't tell you how many time's I've seen someone with a collage degree has called me stupid, and not have enuff brain capassity to use common sense. And I know I'm not the smartest person, I look at this entry and just know that I've probably miss spelled alot of stuff.(That one is for you, sweet darrk one;-)) But if you think about it...even she know's...I'm not stupid.
I've known her for year's and I know she's seen me at my worst in life. And she work's VERY hard at school and work, and just about everything in her life wasn't easy. And it's been a pleasure knowing her and being apart of her life for so so long. She's one of my oldest friend's, and I'm glad she still consideres me one through all the thing's I've done in my life. I probably won't hear from her for another fucken month,lol....but I know she is VERY bizzy doing the thing's that she need's to do for a goal that she's strived for. (The next beer's for you.)She has alway's been a good person to me, and I would like to thank her for that.oh...and TRENT RULE!!!
Anyway, that's enuff with the head inflater for you.:-) It's time to go to my work classess...got to make that next big raise.;-)
Till tomarrow