the science of sleep
This morning was difficult. I finally caved in and actually posted a freaking bulletin on myspace(which I rarely do) that actually showed how i've been feeling lately.
This is what was said.
"I don't know what the deal is today but every little thing is annoying me. I feel like any minute now i'm just going to blow up.
Dane Cook best desribes how i'm feeling right now:
I hate having to hide behind my smile.
bleh."
Not really too informative but it is somewhat. More than I usually open up and say.
I did end up blowing up and pretty much hanging up on my brother(which I feel bad about but he understands)
I must say though. Tonight was great. I came home, took a great nap. Woke up to fajitas my mother got from taco cabana(lol, thank you Zack! Amy, you should be proud he has those bishes trained)
I also talked to someone I really care about and haven't spoken to in a while.
I'm not sure if she'll read this but if she does, I just want to say thank you. No matter what kind of mood i'm in she always puts a smile on my face and I miss & love you very much.
Why can't I go back to when I was 16?
I'd certainly change many things.
Love,
- John
This is what was said.
"I don't know what the deal is today but every little thing is annoying me. I feel like any minute now i'm just going to blow up.
Dane Cook best desribes how i'm feeling right now:
I hate having to hide behind my smile.
bleh."
Not really too informative but it is somewhat. More than I usually open up and say.
I did end up blowing up and pretty much hanging up on my brother(which I feel bad about but he understands)
I must say though. Tonight was great. I came home, took a great nap. Woke up to fajitas my mother got from taco cabana(lol, thank you Zack! Amy, you should be proud he has those bishes trained)
I also talked to someone I really care about and haven't spoken to in a while.
I'm not sure if she'll read this but if she does, I just want to say thank you. No matter what kind of mood i'm in she always puts a smile on my face and I miss & love you very much.
Why can't I go back to when I was 16?
I'd certainly change many things.
Love,
- John