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I dont know what you can call the worst thing that's ever happened to you. Of course, it's different for everyone, isn't it? The worst thing that could happen to Jessica Simpson is losing Nick. Aha. Bad example. The worst thing that could happen to Fuse is losing music. The worst thing that could happen to me would be losing my parent(s). God damnit I make it too obvious. Of course my other fear is losing michael...but nothing could possibly match up to ^that. I hate not knowing what's going on. I hate being confused and abandoned. Exactly how i feel tonight, could not be decribed in any words. I feel like i just wanna scream. nobody will ever understand that. My aunt picked me up, and dropped me off at Mike's grandma's house so he could comfort me. He bought me a Mcflurry from mcdonalds. Made me feel so much better; it settled my empty stomach. Everyone felt so dissapointed because I was. Does the whole world stop 'cause Carissa has a crisis at home? Maybe i would think so. But it doesn't anyways. When i'm upset, i feel like i want to bring everyone down so badly.
Everyone is ignoring me right now. I feel i've let them down. I hate being ignored, reminds me of typical emo families that I watched on TV and never thought it would be mine. Well where the fuck do you expect TV companies get the ideas?
I hate everything about anything right now.
Everyone is ignoring me right now. I feel i've let them down. I hate being ignored, reminds me of typical emo families that I watched on TV and never thought it would be mine. Well where the fuck do you expect TV companies get the ideas?
I hate everything about anything right now.