Mar 12, 2004 00:07
no matter how many times i outline how important honesty it is to me, it still continues to be broken, and exploited by way of lies and deciet from my " friends "
I don't want their blood on my hands though, I don't want their stress and their pressure, and their habbitual sneaking around, confusing themselves with who they are, vs who they THINK they are...
I'm tired of no one giving any effort other then the effort of serving themselves.. then when asked why, not only not having a reason, but not even caring.. people like that.. I don't need.. people who like each other, I have love for.. if you tell me what's up.. I can adjust, if you betray me.. I can adjust.. it just might not be with you.
I will never stand in the way of love, especially make you feel guilty for it, even in the way of lust.. cause it can consume me too.. I will stand in the way of lies though, and cheating... You can't shortcut life, and the truth will always be known, so why not speak up?
say it out, say it outloud..
you take my breath away
but then i remember how you won't anymore
you wont talk it out
i have nothing of what it's about
i just known your broken lies
have left you here
in front of me
to sort out for you
to carry you away from here
to me, from you..
i hope you breathe in all the fire you try and tame
i hope you choke on the lies you fill your lips with
cause in the end
if you try and short cut life, life will short cut you
and i wont be there to be sorry or understanding
i will only be there to be the fire you breathe in.
cause i am free
and you're locked into the life you carved
for your lonely, desperate self...
with no control over anything you do
you will always lose