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Hey, I guess I am pretty LJ now, I am very live. Very journal too.. hmmm....
Let's do a quick survey of today.
- Talked with dan, we're gonna be famous, have your parents told you yet?
- Still not into being semi-successful, must go all the way.. must stay mentally tough, must be better.. better.. not perfect, just better, better.
- Worked, hate going, but I like having money. fuckers. Leave it to the dipshits in suits to have all the money, hug a tree? pay my bills then. (insert your own rant here)
- Went to wal-mart, hate that fucking company, but they got me by the chin, You can't get stuff for any cheaper, anywhere else, so it's like why blow money? To make some kind of statement? what would that be? " hey I'm fucking dumb" " I wanted to shop wal-marts low prices, but god damn. I can't deal with their public image, So I chose to spend an extra 20 bucks at K-mart." I hate going to that store, yet hey, I go about 3 times a month at least. You know they got cheap soap.. and toothpaste, and food..and dvds... and... everything. AND of course my biggest weakness of life when it comes to a liquid product.. GATORADE... for just 1.00 for a 32 ounce bottle. damn them..
-Realized I won't have to be in hell much longer, the sun is waiting, now's the time to shine.. .
- Thought about my dream last night, I was in the center of a circle, surrounded by monters, monsters in gory looking clothing, gory looking faces, just disgusting virus's with shoes... I kept floating around, and around.. and finally I hit the ground and woke up on mars.. mars.. wtf does mars have to do with demons? Dreams, you fail me.
- Fought with my miserable, angry, complacent, angry, father.. " YOU'RE NOTHING " thanks dad. Love you too.. sadly.
- Called Lori, got voice mail.. I suck at leaving messages.
- Dreading sleep, though it has to happen, maybe the dreamcatcher will stalk the demons, keep them outside of my unconsious, kill me one last time.. while I sleep, awake.
- End.
Let's do a quick survey of today.
- Talked with dan, we're gonna be famous, have your parents told you yet?
- Still not into being semi-successful, must go all the way.. must stay mentally tough, must be better.. better.. not perfect, just better, better.
- Worked, hate going, but I like having money. fuckers. Leave it to the dipshits in suits to have all the money, hug a tree? pay my bills then. (insert your own rant here)
- Went to wal-mart, hate that fucking company, but they got me by the chin, You can't get stuff for any cheaper, anywhere else, so it's like why blow money? To make some kind of statement? what would that be? " hey I'm fucking dumb" " I wanted to shop wal-marts low prices, but god damn. I can't deal with their public image, So I chose to spend an extra 20 bucks at K-mart." I hate going to that store, yet hey, I go about 3 times a month at least. You know they got cheap soap.. and toothpaste, and food..and dvds... and... everything. AND of course my biggest weakness of life when it comes to a liquid product.. GATORADE... for just 1.00 for a 32 ounce bottle. damn them..
-Realized I won't have to be in hell much longer, the sun is waiting, now's the time to shine.. .
- Thought about my dream last night, I was in the center of a circle, surrounded by monters, monsters in gory looking clothing, gory looking faces, just disgusting virus's with shoes... I kept floating around, and around.. and finally I hit the ground and woke up on mars.. mars.. wtf does mars have to do with demons? Dreams, you fail me.
- Fought with my miserable, angry, complacent, angry, father.. " YOU'RE NOTHING " thanks dad. Love you too.. sadly.
- Called Lori, got voice mail.. I suck at leaving messages.
- Dreading sleep, though it has to happen, maybe the dreamcatcher will stalk the demons, keep them outside of my unconsious, kill me one last time.. while I sleep, awake.
- End.