Oct 13, 2005 12:32
alright i mean it. i have to not put myself in the position where i can be lurked on, deliberately or unintentionally on LJ, so i'm going to just stop writing and not get a new one. if anyone wants to get in touch with me:
IM: resonantdesigns
e-mail: resonantdesigns@gmail.com
phone: 717-341-1543
there's a bunch of you that i really want to keep in touch with, so don't hesitate to call/IM/whatever.
(brian, shannon, adam, kristy, brandon, victor, fubu, amir, janelle, bri, katie 17.0, elliot, ace, retodd, kim, katie "kutthroat", evan mnpls, evan colorado, and probably more)
(jeff: store my # in your phone and call me sometime, since you got a new number and i left a message for some random guy)
Edit: just so you guys know, i'll be back eventually, so don't take me off your friends list. i just gotta do what i gotta do. i've been a wreck these past couple of months, and until i'm dependent only on myself, and until i can handle my stress/anxiety problems, i got to take a break. learning to relax is one of the hardest things i'm ever going to do. i can't try to influence others, and i have problems knowing what's best for myself and making rational decisions not based on emotions and anxiety, so when i get that shit straightened out, i'll be back. i have one huge hang-up that i can't let go, and it's making a complete mess of my life. i know some of you know what i'm getting at, and hopefully i'll talk to you all soon.