the memories offer signs that it's over..

[prologuetoasaga]

ive replayed the conversation over and over
and although hurt, upset, confused
i am not
d i s s i l l u s i o n e d
by what once was

the idea of friendship
has not yet entered my mind

for how could i ?
be friends with ?
someone who questions ?
the meeting ,
of my sister/best friend .

things are different
i have changed
and this is over