fic: Northern Downpour

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Sometimes you think the world is the colour of that dull grey you have a faint memory of painting on a sheet of white paper with your too-wet grey water paint. Sometime’s you’re certain it is. Like today as the rain keeps continuously and violently hitting the concrete ground, making little droplets of rainwater break into millions and millions

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I love Panic! At The Disco too, have loved for several years, actually :< I like both their albums in a different way. The first one is just an... well... organized mess and chaos would be the most fitting description? And the second one is... well, more collected, completely different. But I've learned to like it too. Love even. :< I love how they can be nonsense sometimes but... Yeah. ♥

And yeah, those comments always come XD But it was the point of the fic. Someone had to. And the point was to... twist it. Because there's no way Kame could do that. He can't just watch. ...He knows he's going to be so painfully selfish but he can't help it. He can't let someone so full of die, he can't make it alone. He loves him. So he gives his life for Jin, even though he knows he will kill something so big about Jin as he does so. But he won't be around to see the consequences of his actions.

So yes, he knew. Somewhere along the line he made the decision. He just knew. What he could do and what he couldn't. I think he wished he could've had them both alive. But he couldn't. So he made his final decision and saved Jin. No matter what. Even if it felt like a betrayal.

I'm really glad you liked it ;;---------; Thank you for reading and writing such a nice comment, I appreciate it!