'Cuz the Revolution's Here
So, hey, it's Friday. Currently I sit at Jamie's at his computer while he and Belon dig for many Chineese checker pieces lost in Jamie's trunk and Matt and Brittany are here in the room being lovers on Jamie's bed.....So...Anyways.
Recently shit has kind of sucked. I've just been sick for like...ever. Constantly I'm dizzy and shit from my "CCS" and it stops me from wanting to exist. Such a shitty time to, with it being Halloween and all. I was so pumped to do shit this month for my favorite holiday of the year...But that almighty fucking power of whoever the fuck just has to always strike my shit down, eh. So, I'm pissed. Because of this we never went to Brooke Hills last weekend, wich I was more than bummed about. Now I guess we're trying for Phantom Fright Nights tommorow. I guess I'm excited....I just fear the car ride and I know I'll be the looser not being able to ride shit. Fuck. I hate this so bad. My temper has been so short recently. I just have no desire to even be in school anymore...I can hardly take someone tapping my shoulder without getting annoyed. I hate being so grumpy, so I've really been trying to chill on my crazy anger. I just hate always having to deal with this. It's the most miserable fucking thing about me. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I wish Jamie would come back here...It's taking a bit of a while to find these foreign checkers. I wish he would've remembered that tonight was going to be that alone movie night I have been asking for for weeks now. But...It's far from that, and he forgot. So, that sucks pretty bad. He seems to be forgetting things in this catagory recently. That makes me sad.
Yesterday I saw the Departed with Rich, Steve, Ted Wood, and Jamie. Originally it was just their plan...But, naturally I was thrown into it. Hopefully that doesn't piss anyone off...How I so often get included in plans. I guess I need more "my own" friends. Sadly, I don't really want any...Mostly because everyone I have attempted to do this with seems to either be an asshole or fall off the face of the planet in the end. Anyways...The movie was damn good, though it gave me a terrible headache (how unexpected).
Man, I'm in such a shitty mood, so I should probably just stop whilst I'm ahead. I just needed to do a tad bit of light venting. So, thanks for dealing with this or whatever you chose to do once you noticed I made an update.
-Autumn