Oct 14, 2004 22:50
so i'm feeling rather disjunct right now. that's not the right word? go fuck yourself. i dont care. i don't feel malevolent, just evil. we watched a film made about Matthew Shepard in sociology class today. he was the gay kid who got beat and tied to a fence and left for dead in wyoming in 98. i started crying in class. why?
partially because its very sad. partially because there is something inside of me that would be considered hitler-esque. i want to purge ignorance and stupidity. i want to soak the world in flame.