Change is good?
So I have been down here for quite a bit now. I think it is really starting to hit me now. Everyday used to feel like a vacation. Not anymore.
I like my job. Its not very difficult at all. It is just very stressful. I have so much going on right now I'd like to shoot myself in the face. Not the chest, thats for pussies, but the face. I am part owner of a division of Homes And Loans with Omar. I am now the head of the Internet Division. I have to have the new website up by January 1st. I have a couple deals I am working on right now. A timeshare I have to sell. Blah. Just too much shit going on.
With all my work I haven't even looked at Project Wangan lately. Don't get me wrong, it will happen. If I have to quit my current job it will happen. It is what I have wanted to do now for ages.
Sobe is good. I got him a new lamp (150W) and he seems more active now. I haven't been very good to him though. I'm not around enough for him. He still gets scared when I'm around. After I hold him for a few minutes he calms down though. He likes when I pet the back of his neck. It puts him to sleep :-)
So much has changed now that I am down here. Friends that I thought were my best friends I think have forgotten my existance. With the exclusion of Pat and Jay, I don't think one person has called me in the past 3 months. That really bothers me. Especially since I'm so busy at work I don't really get to go out and meet new people. I don't really have any close friends like I did in Buffalo. The friends I do have, are 30 and aren't into anything I enjoy. This is probably the worst change so far. I'm used to going out every night. I duno.
As per request. Hi Ainsley.
I think I'm going to go to bed. I need sleep and lately I haven't been able to sleep at all. My headaches are coming on strong again too. Bah x1000000000000000000
Eh.
I like my job. Its not very difficult at all. It is just very stressful. I have so much going on right now I'd like to shoot myself in the face. Not the chest, thats for pussies, but the face. I am part owner of a division of Homes And Loans with Omar. I am now the head of the Internet Division. I have to have the new website up by January 1st. I have a couple deals I am working on right now. A timeshare I have to sell. Blah. Just too much shit going on.
With all my work I haven't even looked at Project Wangan lately. Don't get me wrong, it will happen. If I have to quit my current job it will happen. It is what I have wanted to do now for ages.
Sobe is good. I got him a new lamp (150W) and he seems more active now. I haven't been very good to him though. I'm not around enough for him. He still gets scared when I'm around. After I hold him for a few minutes he calms down though. He likes when I pet the back of his neck. It puts him to sleep :-)
So much has changed now that I am down here. Friends that I thought were my best friends I think have forgotten my existance. With the exclusion of Pat and Jay, I don't think one person has called me in the past 3 months. That really bothers me. Especially since I'm so busy at work I don't really get to go out and meet new people. I don't really have any close friends like I did in Buffalo. The friends I do have, are 30 and aren't into anything I enjoy. This is probably the worst change so far. I'm used to going out every night. I duno.
As per request. Hi Ainsley.
I think I'm going to go to bed. I need sleep and lately I haven't been able to sleep at all. My headaches are coming on strong again too. Bah x1000000000000000000
Eh.