Boo~~Uuurns
Ok so this is it. Out of all the hours of the day i've given myself twenty minutes before i have to jump up, grab my stuff and get ready for work. twenty minutes, not even, to sum up the way i feel right now.
Which i'm still not even sure about. What i am sure of is that i haven't been giving myself the amount of sleep i had promised considering the amount of workload i just took off my shoulders i should be really grateful to be going to bed at 8pm and waking up at noon but for some reason i'd rather stay stuck to my couch zoning in out of my boredom for a few more hours till 1am hits and i crawl into bed beside Ikey.
This isn't heathly and definatly isn't helping me with the large amount of work i know i need to do in the next few days which really once i start to analyze it it really doesn't seem like such a work load but thats all i can do right now is just plan it out i haven't gotten into the mindset where all this work is actually going to happen and i'm going to get things done around here.
Like cleaning the bathroom or cleaning out the main floor and sweeping and mopping and wiping everything down like i used to. And packing everything up and organizing that, making sure i've got all my boxes to the basement and the room swept up and my dishes cleaned and things prepared for the week of having nothing to do before i move. Making sure the appliances in the kitchen that i'm taking with me are thoroughly cleaned out, packing my bag and washing my clothes and the couch covers and vaccuming under the couch and buying food for the Canada day party and preparing for that, making sure my room is livable in, making sure i've got my Rogers account canceled, making sure to unplug all those cords and pack them up and take them back to the store but which store? I hope i go to the right one and i have to do all that in one day, and picking up my paychecks and hoping to god that i have a bountiful one so that the money i spent on the money i was supposed to save can make up for it. Making sure that Ikey's packing and not taking up all my boxes, making sure i'm not forgetting anything, making sure that i'm eating all the food that i bought so that my money doesn't go to waste.
And it seems like a lot but really it could get done in only a matter of a couple of days and some of it is going to be spread out since on July 3rd i'll be doing a lot of running errands, and most of the packing can get done before the Canada day party if i were to just stick to some sort of schedule, everything that is except for the kitchen.
And i've no longer got an appiteite anymore now that i've finished McDonalds and in fact i've been waking up around 11-noonish to find that my stomach is a bit upset at me and that doesn't go away even if i try to eat a whole bunch of food although i do find that by around suppertime i start to want to eat things but i can't really ever be satisfied with anything unless it's a bottle of water, soda, or a cheeseburger. Which is what i expected after quitting and i know i'm probably addicted to fast food but it's really depressing to find that it's effecting me so much.
I'm so worried about money too. :( After Canada day i'm not allowed to go on any sort of trip around town that involves me spending any more money, besides the 3rd.
Which i'm still not even sure about. What i am sure of is that i haven't been giving myself the amount of sleep i had promised considering the amount of workload i just took off my shoulders i should be really grateful to be going to bed at 8pm and waking up at noon but for some reason i'd rather stay stuck to my couch zoning in out of my boredom for a few more hours till 1am hits and i crawl into bed beside Ikey.
This isn't heathly and definatly isn't helping me with the large amount of work i know i need to do in the next few days which really once i start to analyze it it really doesn't seem like such a work load but thats all i can do right now is just plan it out i haven't gotten into the mindset where all this work is actually going to happen and i'm going to get things done around here.
Like cleaning the bathroom or cleaning out the main floor and sweeping and mopping and wiping everything down like i used to. And packing everything up and organizing that, making sure i've got all my boxes to the basement and the room swept up and my dishes cleaned and things prepared for the week of having nothing to do before i move. Making sure the appliances in the kitchen that i'm taking with me are thoroughly cleaned out, packing my bag and washing my clothes and the couch covers and vaccuming under the couch and buying food for the Canada day party and preparing for that, making sure my room is livable in, making sure i've got my Rogers account canceled, making sure to unplug all those cords and pack them up and take them back to the store but which store? I hope i go to the right one and i have to do all that in one day, and picking up my paychecks and hoping to god that i have a bountiful one so that the money i spent on the money i was supposed to save can make up for it. Making sure that Ikey's packing and not taking up all my boxes, making sure i'm not forgetting anything, making sure that i'm eating all the food that i bought so that my money doesn't go to waste.
And it seems like a lot but really it could get done in only a matter of a couple of days and some of it is going to be spread out since on July 3rd i'll be doing a lot of running errands, and most of the packing can get done before the Canada day party if i were to just stick to some sort of schedule, everything that is except for the kitchen.
And i've no longer got an appiteite anymore now that i've finished McDonalds and in fact i've been waking up around 11-noonish to find that my stomach is a bit upset at me and that doesn't go away even if i try to eat a whole bunch of food although i do find that by around suppertime i start to want to eat things but i can't really ever be satisfied with anything unless it's a bottle of water, soda, or a cheeseburger. Which is what i expected after quitting and i know i'm probably addicted to fast food but it's really depressing to find that it's effecting me so much.
I'm so worried about money too. :( After Canada day i'm not allowed to go on any sort of trip around town that involves me spending any more money, besides the 3rd.