Dec 27, 2004 10:06
so its over. after talking to her tonite. i felt like shit. the whole 6 months or whatever we thought it was working out. a waste? i dont want to think so. but its over. slept downstairs on the couch tonite. not wanting to move. stuck thinking about so much shit. its gunna be hard to see her again because i dont know how she feels but im not over her. at least deffinately not yet. i still love her and she "loves me but is not in love with me?" what the fuck does that mean. it sucks and i dont know how im gunna move on.
im sorry to put these lyrics here because glassjaw has made much better songs but...
It's over.
You can bet when mid-october end's I'll still be ranting 'bout most early may.
Yeah, he's a winner.
He's a goddamn sinner.
While he dines I'm on the wrong side of the day.
And I said, "I don't understand why I'm fumbling after"
Yeah, you're the reason I cannot forget this season,
Or the lesson how an ape shall not kill ape.
And I said,
It's all calypso.
But it's not easy to know.
You walk around with your shoulders down frowning,
But it's not easy to know.
It's just a tango.
But it's not easy, you know.
I walk around with my horns out now,
But it's not easy to know.
I'm..
I'm going under.