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if you asked me this a couple years from now i'd probably answer more honestly. today i was thinking of all the things i did, and i realized i could have done better, i could have been a better man then, but i can be a better man now. dwell on my fears, dwell on my anxieties and dwell on myself. nothing new, nothing different, everyman for himself..... the cool rush from the morning tap is invigorating, i can start my day fresh and fuck it up before nightfall.