The internet is a disturbing, pathetic place.
Hello kids,
MSN makes me sick. The conversations I have on the internet are deplorable but they are the only communication I've really had for the past couple of days as I've been sitting at home, wasting time, the week turning into a blur as the festive season approaches and there's nothing to do in the mean time. Christmas, Christmas, Christmas! And it all turns into a major disappointment anyway. I am bored. So very bored. Guilty and bored. Listening to Michael Jackson asking us all to heal the world.
Too much coffee and coke. Not enough outdoors activities or productive accomplishments or motivated anything. Today, once again, someone yelled at me from a speeding car. Some lebs, driving past, said something about being a "Johnny boy" I think, it could have been anything and they could have been yelling at anyone but I just imagined I was the most likely target at the bus stop since I looked at one of them briefly. They yelled something, I didn't look up. The car disappeared into hundreds just like it on the freeway. My bus came and some girl I've been avoiding for literally a year discovered me again. "I'll call you" I said before getting on the bus. I didn't mean it.
I have been sitting at this computer until my buttcheeks hurt, having annoying conversations. Tonight's highlights include:
EMMA:
12/21/2005 11:31:13 PM "A word to the wise ain't necessary -- it's the stupid ones that need the advice."
i havent left my house since not last friday but the friday before that.
I hate 5 trips yesterday, it was an experience. I saw all these preety colors, it was fun tho like the sky was like star wars when i was staring at the stars they were all fighting and moving
MATT:
12/21/2005 10:24:02 PM (*) Aslan (#)
doesnt it get lonesome in that office space where ur computer is @ home? It breeds bad thoughts... like Gollum.
MILLIE:
12/21/2005 5:52:43 PM YOUR BEST IS AN IDIOT
seirously i cant be bothered with u constantly complicating things
EMILIE:
12/21/2005 10:46:38 PM Thruston hearts The Who
you look like an anime character in that picture.
CHERIE:
12/21/2005 9:01:12 PM cherie
hahahaha ur crazy
SCOTT:
12/21/2005 11:27:19 PM Scott
You are a sinner and you must repent.
...
They're probably right.
MSN makes me sick. The conversations I have on the internet are deplorable but they are the only communication I've really had for the past couple of days as I've been sitting at home, wasting time, the week turning into a blur as the festive season approaches and there's nothing to do in the mean time. Christmas, Christmas, Christmas! And it all turns into a major disappointment anyway. I am bored. So very bored. Guilty and bored. Listening to Michael Jackson asking us all to heal the world.
Too much coffee and coke. Not enough outdoors activities or productive accomplishments or motivated anything. Today, once again, someone yelled at me from a speeding car. Some lebs, driving past, said something about being a "Johnny boy" I think, it could have been anything and they could have been yelling at anyone but I just imagined I was the most likely target at the bus stop since I looked at one of them briefly. They yelled something, I didn't look up. The car disappeared into hundreds just like it on the freeway. My bus came and some girl I've been avoiding for literally a year discovered me again. "I'll call you" I said before getting on the bus. I didn't mean it.
I have been sitting at this computer until my buttcheeks hurt, having annoying conversations. Tonight's highlights include:
EMMA:
12/21/2005 11:31:13 PM "A word to the wise ain't necessary -- it's the stupid ones that need the advice."
i havent left my house since not last friday but the friday before that.
I hate 5 trips yesterday, it was an experience. I saw all these preety colors, it was fun tho like the sky was like star wars when i was staring at the stars they were all fighting and moving
MATT:
12/21/2005 10:24:02 PM (*) Aslan (#)
doesnt it get lonesome in that office space where ur computer is @ home? It breeds bad thoughts... like Gollum.
MILLIE:
12/21/2005 5:52:43 PM YOUR BEST IS AN IDIOT
seirously i cant be bothered with u constantly complicating things
EMILIE:
12/21/2005 10:46:38 PM Thruston hearts The Who
you look like an anime character in that picture.
CHERIE:
12/21/2005 9:01:12 PM cherie
hahahaha ur crazy
SCOTT:
12/21/2005 11:27:19 PM Scott
You are a sinner and you must repent.
...
They're probably right.