Aug 01, 2007 04:21
i have an awesome new schedule:
7:00am: go to work, try not to show my father that i'm crying during the commute.
7:30am-5:00pm: try not to show coworkers that i've been crying all day while still doing crappy demotee customer service job.
6:00pm-9:00pm: try to eat, watch tv in a hopeless attempt to stop crying but inevitably falling asleep in the fetal position.
3:00am-5:00am: wake up, realize the phone call i've been waiting days for still hasn't come, feel utterly alone in the universe, sign online, wait and cry and beg that the only person who makes me feel better will be there. fall asleep whilst crying and waiting.
6:00am: wake up and repeat the process
If only there were a place someone like me could go to share all my woes with a huge group of people I don't know so a few of them could feign interest and support. Oh, wait...