Jul 26, 2004 01:16
im fucking mad..
but i have to hide this shit..
i have to not show that im sad..
today i sat there as they took my boys..
if u dont know, im talkin about my feretts..
i felt like a damn child..
i dont know how to explain what i felt..
just that i was sad..
felt torn...
they were taken..
we had to sell them..
BULLSHIT..
i get tired of playin the whole calm role..
cause being calm is gettin very bothersome..
casue all i can do is sit back and watch..
but all in all..
i was sad, pissed, hurt, torn..
dont know all what i felt..
ive never gotten attatched to a pet of mine..
but those were my feretts..
not just that.. they were my boys..
i havent had a pet that i cared about like that..
well apparently i dont have one now either..
DO I..?
cause now they are FUCKIN GONE..
CyPhEr..