Don't be so selfish

May 09, 2005 12:29

God, what more do you want? You have everything you want!

You arn't dating me, which is what you wanted

You ARE dating tyler, which is what you wanted.

You ARE friends with me, which is what you wanted.

WHAT MORE CAN YOU POSSIBLY ASK FOR? YOU HAVE MY HEART, YOU HAVE MY LOVE, YOU HAVE EVERYTHING!!

STOP ASKING FOR MORE THAN I CAN GIVE.

You think that i'm just going to hang out with all of you guys and pretend like nothing is going on? Do you think that i can just brush it off and pretend i don't care? Do you THINK i don't care?

Perhaps you don't, but i do.

True, I am over you enough to let things go.

True, I'd even date someone else at this point

True, I want to be friends with you. No matter what happens i want to be friends with you.

But i'll be damned if i'm just going to sit and watch you and tyler flirt. Quite frankly, i don't give a damn about how much you say that you're going to keep it low-key. It doesn't matter. I appreciate the effort, but it doesn't change anything.

You're sorry? That's nice, so am I. I want you to be happy, so I AM STAYING AWAY SO I DON'T MESS THINGS UP.

I will still hang out with you guys, when i feel like it. I'll still call you, when i feel like it.

I'M NOT YOUR GOD DAMN BOYFRIEND ANYMORE SO I OWE YOU NOTHING!!!!!!!!

I'm your friend and nothing more.

Thats what you wanted...right?
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