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Last day of the WASL today! I'm doing quite well today...not much to talk about or be upset about. I talked to laura last night. She read my live journal >.<, and i talked to her about it. She assured me that she does care, and that she doesn't know the future, or even quite what she wants, but she does want me to stick around. She wants me to be in her life.
Which makes me smile reaaal big ^_______^.
-__-zzzzzzz....
I'm tired though...
But she made me smile today when she spent a spot 'o time with me in the morning. Though i feel bad, i should have paid a bit more attention, 'specially because she was trying to talk to me. I really appreciate the effort, THANKS LAURA!!!<3!!!
So yeah, i think things will be ok.
I get upset when she leaves with tyler for an hour, but it doesn't matter. S'all good to me...just as long as she's not too against walking off with me every once in awhile.
I'm just going to play it cool, call her sometimes, but its not so hurtful now. Doesn't hurt as much.
God, i do loves her!
But, i'll wait. And I won't stalk her or anything, and if tyler and her date...I'll still be here for her, and him. But especially her.
When the time is right, i will go after her again, and i will fight, fight to win. And, hopefully i will win (by the way, when i say "win" or "competition" or other words as such, i do not view this as a game or her as a prize or trophy. Its just easier to say it in those terms.). So, yeah. ummm...
I love her...umm....OH YEAH
Basically, i want her to be happy. No matter what that means. If she's happy with Tyler, then that is, ultimatly, what i want for her. If she's happy with any guy, thats what i want for her. If she's happy with a girl....well, heh...thats what i want for her.
Point? No matter what happens, I'll always be here for her, no matter what. If she ever gets in a situation she's uncomfortable with, I'll come bursting through the door with machine guns. If she's ever in trouble, i'll come with the getaway car. Whether she's my girlfriend...or my friend. I will always protect her, and will always help her. No matter what she needs.
*space monkeys land on earth and demand a tribute of banannas...thousand of them*
OMG I MUST GO FITE TEH SPACE MUNKEEZ!
Cheers!
*attacks space monkeys with whirling blades of death*
Ellis A. Stackpole
Which makes me smile reaaal big ^_______^.
-__-zzzzzzz....
I'm tired though...
But she made me smile today when she spent a spot 'o time with me in the morning. Though i feel bad, i should have paid a bit more attention, 'specially because she was trying to talk to me. I really appreciate the effort, THANKS LAURA!!!<3!!!
So yeah, i think things will be ok.
I get upset when she leaves with tyler for an hour, but it doesn't matter. S'all good to me...just as long as she's not too against walking off with me every once in awhile.
I'm just going to play it cool, call her sometimes, but its not so hurtful now. Doesn't hurt as much.
God, i do loves her!
But, i'll wait. And I won't stalk her or anything, and if tyler and her date...I'll still be here for her, and him. But especially her.
When the time is right, i will go after her again, and i will fight, fight to win. And, hopefully i will win (by the way, when i say "win" or "competition" or other words as such, i do not view this as a game or her as a prize or trophy. Its just easier to say it in those terms.). So, yeah. ummm...
I love her...umm....OH YEAH
Basically, i want her to be happy. No matter what that means. If she's happy with Tyler, then that is, ultimatly, what i want for her. If she's happy with any guy, thats what i want for her. If she's happy with a girl....well, heh...thats what i want for her.
Point? No matter what happens, I'll always be here for her, no matter what. If she ever gets in a situation she's uncomfortable with, I'll come bursting through the door with machine guns. If she's ever in trouble, i'll come with the getaway car. Whether she's my girlfriend...or my friend. I will always protect her, and will always help her. No matter what she needs.
*space monkeys land on earth and demand a tribute of banannas...thousand of them*
OMG I MUST GO FITE TEH SPACE MUNKEEZ!
Cheers!
*attacks space monkeys with whirling blades of death*
Ellis A. Stackpole