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kate and I are friends!!! Its true! we tlked everything out and i relized alot of shit about certain people. I relized the cause of our bad friendship was due to one controlling individual. I've relized alot about myself and the people around me recently. As much as evan pissed me off, he said alot of thing that I took to heart. Im not changing myself...like my personality...but im not going to smoke weed anymore, or as often, and Im really trying to stand back and look at people. Everytime i go to make fun of sumone i feel this horrible building giult in me and i stop myself. Of corse its only happend about 3 times. But its cool. Im changing. Im growing up. I think evan helped me alot. So thanks to evan. Im glad I have kate now too. She is amazing. All our fights werent really our, but a fight of sumone else struggling with their insecurity. Im glad that everything is behind us kate. We know where we stand and i respect you. I've told you my thoughts and U'v told me yours. Im so glad we're okay. Being mad at you sucks because no matter how much my thoughts are manipulated by that person, i always feel like i've made a huge mistake with our frienship. I love you and im sorry.