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ive gotta get this out, so in case she doesnt come to me to talk, she can still know.
it hurt. it was so unebelievably good to see you though. seeing you smile, it made me feel incredible inside. but i think it went on too long, because after a while i started to reach for you, literally. at one point i got angry because i couldnt reach though the screen and hold that smile in my hands, even for jut a moment.
the comment at the end.... killed me. i took 4 tylenol with the majority of a fifth of rum. it hurt so much. phsically im still reeling from it.
i know it was an overreaction, and that i need to learn to control it, because theyll only get worse and worse. im sorry it ruined ur night too. i know u were having a good one.
its 2:00 right now. alex will be here between 4 and five. call me. please.
it hurt. it was so unebelievably good to see you though. seeing you smile, it made me feel incredible inside. but i think it went on too long, because after a while i started to reach for you, literally. at one point i got angry because i couldnt reach though the screen and hold that smile in my hands, even for jut a moment.
the comment at the end.... killed me. i took 4 tylenol with the majority of a fifth of rum. it hurt so much. phsically im still reeling from it.
i know it was an overreaction, and that i need to learn to control it, because theyll only get worse and worse. im sorry it ruined ur night too. i know u were having a good one.
its 2:00 right now. alex will be here between 4 and five. call me. please.