It's time...
I need to be a man and admit some things.
I've changed. I've let myself become someone else.
I've gotten to a point where it's almost like I don't care about anyone or anything, and that's not me. At first I looked at this in a positive light, like this was the result of me being walked on by several people over the course of my life, and that it had made me stronger. Regardless, it's not positive. Regardless, it's not the way I want to live my life.
I want to lead by example. I want to be considered a man after God's own heart. I want to get on my feet, and stay there.
I mean, I'm not an idiot. I know life is hard, and I'm going to have my ups and downs...but as long as I keep having this realization, I'm going to keep doing my best to straighten up.
God has blessed me with incredible friendships, and it's time to stop being so selfish.
I've changed. I've let myself become someone else.
I've gotten to a point where it's almost like I don't care about anyone or anything, and that's not me. At first I looked at this in a positive light, like this was the result of me being walked on by several people over the course of my life, and that it had made me stronger. Regardless, it's not positive. Regardless, it's not the way I want to live my life.
I want to lead by example. I want to be considered a man after God's own heart. I want to get on my feet, and stay there.
I mean, I'm not an idiot. I know life is hard, and I'm going to have my ups and downs...but as long as I keep having this realization, I'm going to keep doing my best to straighten up.
God has blessed me with incredible friendships, and it's time to stop being so selfish.