[ ANNOUNCEMENT ] Holy Fuck, the Announcement Tag
Warning: MAJOR profanity and lunacy like you wouldn't believe. Also, Captain America has an awesome ass.
I just wanna say that I'm super frustrated with AILMBTY right now.
I mean, I'm beginning to think that I'm not doing a real good job writing it. My vision is there, the plot is there, but for some reason, it suddenly seems like it's not enough. People are beginning to have expectations, and being the perfectionist people pleaser that I am, I don't want to let anyone down. So I've been deconstructing the story, analyzing it, critiquing it, and now I'm all fuck this shit, is this even prose?
The next event seems so rushed to me.
Humanizing characters isn't worth jack shit because people still hate the characters anyway, and I find that unfair.
My brain is begging me to focus on something fluffy or hell, I dunno, different so much that I'm starting to hiss at Microsoft Word when it has "AILMBTY" first on the list of "Open Recent files."
Godammit.
How do you even spell that, goddammit, godamit, goddammmmmeet.
Fuck, even my cognitive processing is going haywire it's not even a fucking joke, and I have too much The Avengers, Marvel, Captain fucking America and Stony in my mental motherboard right now my RAM is telling me to shut the mental fuck up about Steve and Tony feels.
Oh God.
Why.
I have issues.
I think.
Should I rewrite AILMBTY--
No wait, I'll just rewrite the remaining parts and see if I like that instead of the bullcrap I originally wrote I can't believe I even wanted to let my readers see that shit what the fuck.
TL;DR?
Gonna take a break from AILMBTY, focus on different, fluffier stories for a while and drown in Hulk's drool. Or be decapitated by Captain America's shield. Or obliterated by Iron Man's laser beamz. Spider-man's... white gunk coming out of his. Wrist. Oh God, the imagery I cannot even. Venom's tongue is a slithery pink cock man.
Okay, that was a bit unnecessary. But yeah, no updates on AILMBTY for a while, expect oneshots or ficlets or short-chaptered stories. Because that's how I roll; I work on something else then get inspiration for a different thing entirely. The logic is there: write oneshots; get inspiration for the rewrite of the rest of AILMBTY. It's pure genius like I'm suddenly Iron Man and creating my own element to save my fucking heart but I'm not 'cuz I'm not even a superhero or fictional or what the hell am I saying anyway. It happened to me all the time while I was writing AILMBTY so it's got to work backwards. Right? Rightright Right right tell me I'm not crazy.
Now if you'll excuse me I have three ficlets to write, one to co-write, some oneshot Avengers/DBSK crossovers to create and money to spend watching The Avengers for the seventh fucking time. Agent fucking Phil Coulson bitches.
I apologize for the lack of coherency in this post. I'd link you guys a picture of Chris Evans' legendary ass but some of you may not like that so yeah, I'll just leave that here for you guys to imagine and stuff.
Love Lots,
Yamira
I just wanna say that I'm super frustrated with AILMBTY right now.
I mean, I'm beginning to think that I'm not doing a real good job writing it. My vision is there, the plot is there, but for some reason, it suddenly seems like it's not enough. People are beginning to have expectations, and being the perfectionist people pleaser that I am, I don't want to let anyone down. So I've been deconstructing the story, analyzing it, critiquing it, and now I'm all fuck this shit, is this even prose?
The next event seems so rushed to me.
Humanizing characters isn't worth jack shit because people still hate the characters anyway, and I find that unfair.
My brain is begging me to focus on something fluffy or hell, I dunno, different so much that I'm starting to hiss at Microsoft Word when it has "AILMBTY" first on the list of "Open Recent files."
Godammit.
How do you even spell that, goddammit, godamit, goddammmmmeet.
Fuck, even my cognitive processing is going haywire it's not even a fucking joke, and I have too much The Avengers, Marvel, Captain fucking America and Stony in my mental motherboard right now my RAM is telling me to shut the mental fuck up about Steve and Tony feels.
Oh God.
Why.
I have issues.
I think.
Should I rewrite AILMBTY--
No wait, I'll just rewrite the remaining parts and see if I like that instead of the bullcrap I originally wrote I can't believe I even wanted to let my readers see that shit what the fuck.
TL;DR?
Gonna take a break from AILMBTY, focus on different, fluffier stories for a while and drown in Hulk's drool. Or be decapitated by Captain America's shield. Or obliterated by Iron Man's laser beamz. Spider-man's... white gunk coming out of his. Wrist. Oh God, the imagery I cannot even. Venom's tongue is a slithery pink cock man.
Okay, that was a bit unnecessary. But yeah, no updates on AILMBTY for a while, expect oneshots or ficlets or short-chaptered stories. Because that's how I roll; I work on something else then get inspiration for a different thing entirely. The logic is there: write oneshots; get inspiration for the rewrite of the rest of AILMBTY. It's pure genius like I'm suddenly Iron Man and creating my own element to save my fucking heart but I'm not 'cuz I'm not even a superhero or fictional or what the hell am I saying anyway. It happened to me all the time while I was writing AILMBTY so it's got to work backwards. Right? Rightright Right right tell me I'm not crazy.
Now if you'll excuse me I have three ficlets to write, one to co-write, some oneshot Avengers/DBSK crossovers to create and money to spend watching The Avengers for the seventh fucking time. Agent fucking Phil Coulson bitches.
I apologize for the lack of coherency in this post. I'd link you guys a picture of Chris Evans' legendary ass but some of you may not like that so yeah, I'll just leave that here for you guys to imagine and stuff.
Love Lots,
Yamira