rumors...
What the fuck is up with people? You people, those people... just fucking people.
They can't help but start untrue fucking rumors? "I dont like her... Hey man, she had sex with 433 people in 10 minutes!" Yeah, thats a good one.
Why is it so much to ask that people be fucking civilized? What is it about humans that they just have an inherant nature to perpetuate bullshit? Tell lies and stories to fuck with people. Heres a little drama for you, and some for you.. they deal it out like fucking playing cards. A little lie here, a rumor there. Protecting them like children, running into the road. oh, there's some juicy fucking gossip, I think I'll talk about it to some people I have never met. Let them know just how I dont have the right to feel. Let them know that I dont have any fucking clue what I am talking about... so here's a picture of a bunny with pancakes on it's head. And then they think its a good idea to "pass it on". You all play telephone, getting an earfull of half-assed truths and distorting them further to suit you. And some of you fucking BELEIVE the shit you make up. Thats the most psychotic fucking thing yet. A liar that cannot distiguish their own lies from truth. Are there fucking unicorns and Leprchauns giving you oral sex in the world you live in too? Do you see fucking dragons while in your car on your way to work.... or do you drive a spaceship to work?
YOU ARE LOSING YOUR FUCKING GRIP ON REALITY! EVERYONE! This planet is spinning into a fantasy driven pit of chaos. The news does it, the government does it, your wife does it, your best friend does it, your place of employment does it, the people we depend on for food, electricity, water, room and communication do it, those who prvide entertainment do it, and religion. How are we meant to trust anyone these days? Are we better off secluding ourselves in a basement with a gun just to avoid the insanity? Shoot anyone that talks to me in the face? I walk down the road and I can feel it dripping off the trees. It clings to my skin and makes it greasy, filthy, disgusting. Saturating me with no sense of reality, or trust. I have been trained to doubt everything I am told. Even my most trusted friends...I (if only for a second) doubt what they say to me. Why? Becuse of the way I have been treated, talked to, lied to, and burned before. So many times... I pull away from friends. Ball up my feelings and true nature. I become violent and angry. I doubt many of my closest friends even ACTUALLY know what I feel most times. And all this because of People like Meredeth, Shana, Jen, Kymber, Cameron, Matt, Eddie, Jodi, and even at one point Carah (My most loved friend of all time). I put faith and trust and love into them, I built a relationship, confided in them, gave them whatever I had to offer. And they just took it, and spun me around. I try to pin the tail on the donkey... but Im so fucking dizzy that it goes into my own eye. I get lied to, disregarded, lied about, kicked around, toyed with and tossed away. If they seek my forgiveness, I give it to them willingly. No matter how much they hurt me. But never will I forget. Cliche but true.
Heres something... if I ever find out any of my friends are shit talkers... I will punch you in the fucking face (Gender be damned) and write you the fuck off. And I don't mean talking shit about ME, I mean period. If you have some shit to talk about anyone... don't approch me. I dont want to hear it. In fact... how about you just shut the fuck up, fuck the hell off and die. I have no time, tolerance, or patience for it any longer. If you are reading this, and have ever said something untrue about me, or Carah, or any one I love... Or lied to me about something, or someone... Just remove me and never talk to me again. Please! I am begging you... I do NOT want to deal with you. I do NOT want to find out about it later and be forced to kill you. Because who knows... I might just snap.
Thou shalt not suffer a liar. Spinning falsehoods and mysteries.
They can't help but start untrue fucking rumors? "I dont like her... Hey man, she had sex with 433 people in 10 minutes!" Yeah, thats a good one.
Why is it so much to ask that people be fucking civilized? What is it about humans that they just have an inherant nature to perpetuate bullshit? Tell lies and stories to fuck with people. Heres a little drama for you, and some for you.. they deal it out like fucking playing cards. A little lie here, a rumor there. Protecting them like children, running into the road. oh, there's some juicy fucking gossip, I think I'll talk about it to some people I have never met. Let them know just how I dont have the right to feel. Let them know that I dont have any fucking clue what I am talking about... so here's a picture of a bunny with pancakes on it's head. And then they think its a good idea to "pass it on". You all play telephone, getting an earfull of half-assed truths and distorting them further to suit you. And some of you fucking BELEIVE the shit you make up. Thats the most psychotic fucking thing yet. A liar that cannot distiguish their own lies from truth. Are there fucking unicorns and Leprchauns giving you oral sex in the world you live in too? Do you see fucking dragons while in your car on your way to work.... or do you drive a spaceship to work?
YOU ARE LOSING YOUR FUCKING GRIP ON REALITY! EVERYONE! This planet is spinning into a fantasy driven pit of chaos. The news does it, the government does it, your wife does it, your best friend does it, your place of employment does it, the people we depend on for food, electricity, water, room and communication do it, those who prvide entertainment do it, and religion. How are we meant to trust anyone these days? Are we better off secluding ourselves in a basement with a gun just to avoid the insanity? Shoot anyone that talks to me in the face? I walk down the road and I can feel it dripping off the trees. It clings to my skin and makes it greasy, filthy, disgusting. Saturating me with no sense of reality, or trust. I have been trained to doubt everything I am told. Even my most trusted friends...I (if only for a second) doubt what they say to me. Why? Becuse of the way I have been treated, talked to, lied to, and burned before. So many times... I pull away from friends. Ball up my feelings and true nature. I become violent and angry. I doubt many of my closest friends even ACTUALLY know what I feel most times. And all this because of People like Meredeth, Shana, Jen, Kymber, Cameron, Matt, Eddie, Jodi, and even at one point Carah (My most loved friend of all time). I put faith and trust and love into them, I built a relationship, confided in them, gave them whatever I had to offer. And they just took it, and spun me around. I try to pin the tail on the donkey... but Im so fucking dizzy that it goes into my own eye. I get lied to, disregarded, lied about, kicked around, toyed with and tossed away. If they seek my forgiveness, I give it to them willingly. No matter how much they hurt me. But never will I forget. Cliche but true.
Heres something... if I ever find out any of my friends are shit talkers... I will punch you in the fucking face (Gender be damned) and write you the fuck off. And I don't mean talking shit about ME, I mean period. If you have some shit to talk about anyone... don't approch me. I dont want to hear it. In fact... how about you just shut the fuck up, fuck the hell off and die. I have no time, tolerance, or patience for it any longer. If you are reading this, and have ever said something untrue about me, or Carah, or any one I love... Or lied to me about something, or someone... Just remove me and never talk to me again. Please! I am begging you... I do NOT want to deal with you. I do NOT want to find out about it later and be forced to kill you. Because who knows... I might just snap.
Thou shalt not suffer a liar. Spinning falsehoods and mysteries.