I guess what I say doesn't matter?
"Take time think about when it's over
And when i see you where's your line
I cannot hear all the truth through
Your crying
It's time that i check my face
Faggot, you know it
The sun in my face
Forced my grin
Theeth shining, with dimples
Kill away the lust"
What I said to Tracy. Maybe I'll try an talk to her about it again later, she is online right now. But she's probably wrapped up on my space or talknig to other people. But I tell her how I feel and bah!
Me: I'm sure you probably already knew this Tracy. But if you didn't I just thought I'd tell you I like you. Although I feel I have or had no chance at all heh.
Tracy: k well brb i gotta jump in the shower. just leave me a message. ill only be like 5 minutes.
Me: What do you want me to say? What kind of message?
Me: I mean i guess it was kinda obvious I did like you and I just was so shy to talk to you. And I was so confident I wouldn't have a chance and I thought I would. We had from what i knew quite a few things in common and I didn't have time to talk to you at work since we were both busy.. And you were barely online, and I didn't want to seem like a weirdo and come out and say I like you. Your a very cool person who I'd like to talk to more but I don't think I'd get the chance. I thought you were way out of my league anyway.
Hmmpft.
So work called me and my mom didn't tell me until like 3 hours later. I didn't check the caller ID and I didn't hear the phone ring. Maybe they'll call me sometime next week and I work again on Saturday 10-2 and tomorrow I was invited to go to a Good Charlotte concert haha. But I'm probably going to hang out with Dave from High School, Lindsey his wife and David Faulkner and his girlfriend. Nyssa might go if she's off. He said he can take me to work but I'd feel uncomfortable staying over there since I just started talking to him again after like 2 years. He said he's getting up early to go to work at 7:00 so maybe I'll stay. But I might just call my sister and get a ride from her if I do go free pizza and shit. They are drinking alcohol but as you guys know me I don't drink.